Catching Up: One-O-One through One Twenty-Six

 "HE says, “Be still, and know that I am God" Psalm 46:10


Tuesday, November 23rd

101) Specialists- So first we visited with a pediatrician, then a pediatric nutritionist and today a pediatric allergist. I am thankful for each and everyone one of them, for their dedication to their studies, their chosen profession and their patients. I am grateful that I do not have to be everything above, all by myself, to our daughter. I have people I can turn to with more knowledge who can advice us and guide us after gaining an understanding of our situation. This blessing extends beyond the medical field though. For specialists occur in all fields of work- carpentry, mechanics, electrical, research, plumbing, and the list goes on. I know that I do not have the capabilities in any of the areas I listed above or a great many others that I didn't list, but I benefit from the expertise that others have and I am grateful for their expertise and specialty.

102) A Child's Resiliency- While at the allergist's office, they performed a scratch test on our daughter. They pricked her back between 30-40 times with various possible allergens to see if and how she would react. The office had a method that reduced the emotional trauma and the length of the process- for which I am also grateful- but still, it was quite an ordeal for a 17-month little girl to sit through. Even though she has always handled needles exceptionally well, this was a lot to ask from her. By the time the pricking/scratching was done, all she wanted to do was hug me tight. However it only took a few markers, a picture and the slightest bit of coaxing before we had her coloring, and within a few minutes she was smiling and chatting away. What an incredible bounce back!

Wednesday, November 24th

103) Learning Moments- Besides the scratch test, we also had to have some blood drawn in order to get a final confirmation regarding the nature and extent of our daughter's allergies. I took her this morning and was hoping for the best, but she must have remembered something from yesterday because she reacted in a way I have never seen her react before. As soon as they started to look for a vein, she was fighting, screaming and crying. Of course the crying got worse when they actually stuck her with the needle, but we were in for a worse time yet because her vein dried up before we had all of the blood they needed. They did a little "hunting" and then tried our daughter's other arm, but that vein wouldn't give any blood. The nurses didn't want to work on her any more because of how distraught she was. The allergist had told me that if we had trouble getting enough blood we could eliminate some of the tests and when they checked, they found they had enough blood drawn for the necessary tests. We decided to call it a day.

It was a hard experience for our daughter, though I know it's one she is not likely to remember, but it was also hard for me. It's never easy to be the one holding your child while you know they are being forced to endure such pain. I am no stranger to blood draws myself, so I knew what she was going through and I hated that it had to be. However I am grateful for opportunities where I can become a stronger mother, moments like this one. I am not going to be able to protect our daughter from every pain in life nor should I; sometimes I will have to let her go through the pain for her own good. I need to be able to let her do that when it is needed. These are just baby steps for the two of us- little learning moments that I will hopefully recall during the bigger moments.

104) A handmade stuffed whale- As you just read, our daughter's experience having her blood drawn today was a rough one- for both her and me. After it was over, a nurse came back with a handmade whale and gave it to our little girl. At first I thought it was just to comfort her while we finished up the last of the paperwork, etc., but when I went to return it to them as we prepared to leave, they told me that she could keep it. By the time I placed our daughter in her car seat (after a couple of minutes to get her coat on and just love on her some), she was smiling again and going on and on about her "fishy." It was then that I noticed the tag on the whale which said "Courtesy of Presbyterian Volunteer Services". What a wonderful little blessing. The individual who made the whale may never know it, but that whale eased the pain from a little girl's memory and made us both smile a little sooner.


Thursday, November 25th

105) Airport & Airline Personnel- Thanksgiving day, a day when almost everyone I know wants to be with family and loved ones. We were no different. This morning we were up early to catch a flight that would eventually take us to Tennessee and my family. I cannot even imagine how many people had to work this morning for that to become a reality though- airline registration, TSA, baggage handlers, food vendors, airport maintenance and custodial staff, pilots, flight attendants, air traffic control, ground control, security..... Once again, I am certain my list is far from complete. I am thankful for every one of the individuals who worked on this Thanksgiving day, so that I could make it to Tennessee and spend some time with my family.

106) Safe Travel of Family- This Thanksgiving we had four generations coming together, traveling from Minnesota, Iowa, Tennessee, Nebraska, and New Mexico. Whenever so much of your family is on the road, you cannot but pray for safe travels. We were blessed with just that. With our arrival at my parent's home, everyone from my grandparents to my niece and nephew had arrived safely.


Friday, November 26th

Time with Family:

107) My parents and siblings- My family is precious to me, every last one of them. I love every moment I can spend with them.

108) My Grandparents- My grandparents have always been dear to me. I have so many wonderful memories of them from my childhood, so it was amazing to be able to spend time with not only my immediate family, but also my grandparents. I never know when I will see them again and I see them far less often than I would like, so each and every visit with them is a double blessing in my opinion.

109) Cousin Time- Ever since I was a little girl, I dreamed about my children growing up near their cousins, probably because I grew up near a set of my cousins (at least for the first 14 years of my life) and it was such a wonderful experience for me. I want the same thing for my children. That's probably an unrealistic dream for Army kids, but I do still hope that my children will know and be friends with their cousins. Watching my daughter and my niece and nephew together was a joy and a little fulfillment of a dream.


Saturday, November 27th

110) Christmas in November- (or January, or May, or July....) So years and years ago, someone decided to celebrate the birth of Christ on December 25th. They chose to set aside one day to celebrate that event. Of course there is nothing wrong with that, but there is no reason you can't celebrate the amazing and wonderful gift we received with His birth in November or January or May or July or ...... So when we celebrated Christmas in November, it reminds me that the gift we were given is not something that is limited to one day or even one month. Jesus' birth ultimately impacts my life every day and therefore it is worthy to be celebrated every day. Thank you  Jesus for your birthday, today, tomorrow and everyday!


Sunday, November 28th

111) The Church- We may be many parts spread across this nation and around this world, but in the end we are one Church. I love experiencing this reality. The Church not my church or your church by The Church. It is something so much greater than you or I and that is why it has lasted for over two thousand years. I am thankful for its presence in this world; I am thankful for its founder and foundation; I am blessed when I am involved.

112) Biting my tongue- This is one of those lessons that I needed to learn, I thought I had learned, I forgot and then tried to relearn..... and the cycle seems to continue. So whenever I can check myself and keep from saying something that is unnecessary, even if it is correct, I am thankful. I take it as a sign of hope and progress. The ability and strength is within me and with time, and maybe a little more humility, I will get there.


Monday, November 29th

113) Puzzles- I love to sit down and do puzzles, but I believe half of the love comes from my fond memories of wonderful times shared over a puzzle with my grandparents and other relatives. I have so many such memories. They are a wonderful, inexpensive source of entertainment that allows you to still interact and communicate with the others around you. You can talk and discuss; you can come and go as needed. And in the end, you can create a beautiful picture.

And as my grandfather says, "Life has no puzzle which God cannot solve." Thank you, Grandpa!


Tuesday, November 30th

114) Our daughter's recognition of grandparents- I want our daughter to know and love our parents and siblings and grandparents as much as we love them. If we could give her time with them, I knew it could happen because she would come to know them and recognize, trust and love them. During this week, our daughter has come to know all of her grandparents on my side of the family. That is something I never dreamed she would have the chance to do. Not only did she recognize my parents, her Grandma and Grandpa, but she recognized both sets of her Great Grandparents. What a blessing!

Wednesday, December 1st

115) A new view- Flying back to Albuquerque, I sat next to the window from El Paso to home. It was a quiet trip, the skies were shockingly clear, and I had the chance to contemplate the terrain below. It was incredible. So much of the land we flew over was untouched in places. There were spots that appeared as though they were lifted straight off an elevation map. Thanks to the placement of the sun, the shadows allowed me to see every hill and crevice in the land. From that elevation the land was breathtaking. I am afraid if I had seen the same piece of land from ground level, I may not have been quite as admiring. Perhaps kind and even positive, but not truly appreciative. Sometimes it takes a new view for that.  After my realization about new views, I realized that we all need new perspectives sometimes. We can't always take an airplane 30,000 ft. into the air, but it doesn't hurt to step back and reassess or see the situation through another's eyes before we act, react, or maybe even blink. I can honestly say that the times I have been the proudest of my behaviour have been the times I have gained new perspectives by doing just that and it is when I have refused to do so that I have been the most ashamed.


Thursday, December 2nd

116) Bumper Stickers- So while I was out running errands today, I saw a bumper sticker that said "Got Hope?" I immediately thought that relates to one of two things- Jesus or President Obama. While we were stopped, I could read the fine print at the bottom where I made out the words Barack Obama- question answered. Once that question was answered, my thoughts turned to the question actually posed by the bumper sticker- Got hope? Why yes I do and I am most thankful that it is not in any mortal. No matter how wonderful and "powerful" a man or woman may be, they will be limited by their mortal being; after all, they are human. However, the person in whom I have placed my hope has won the battle and can claim victory. What is even more wonderful is that He allows me the right to claim that same victory through Him.

"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.

Even youth grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;

 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary;

they will walk and not grow faint."

 Isaiah 40: 29-31

So I may not have been moved by the intended meaning of the bumper sticker today, but it had quite an impact on my thoughts all the same. I am grateful for that. What a wonderful reminder that if I truly live life in expectant hope of my Lord and Savior, I will abide in a power beyond my comprehension.


Friday, December 3rd

117) Finding balance- Finding balance in life can be difficult and for a person who can have an A Type personality (some would say an excessive A Type personality), it can seem almost impossible. I am grateful for those times when, despite my personality which feels like I need to do it all, I can let go, ask for help, recognize my limits and find the balance. It makes me a better person, a better friend, and a happier person to be around.


Saturday, December 4th

118) Recloseable baggies- I use these little items so much that if I didn't list them at some point, it would be a shame.  Most recently though, they saved us from a second HUGE mess. Bottles of lotions, shampoos, etc. and pressurization do not mix. I have learned this the hard way.... twice. (Yeah, I know. Shame on me!) But never again. from now on when we are flying, all of our toiletry items will be packed in recloseable baggies and then if any of our bottles burst or pop from the pressurization, the mess will be enclosed within the bag (as it was on our way home from Tennessee).


Sunday, December 5th

Last evening we took our daughter to Albuquerque's Twinkle Light Parade held in the downtown area. Since she loves lights and cars right now, we knew she would enjoy all the cars and floats being lit up with Christmas lights. We were not disappointed. One of the floats was sponsored by the Albuquerque Sign Language Academy. Right then and there I thought I am so grateful for my ...

119) Hearing. I love to hear my daughter's laugh. I love sitting in Sunday morning worship and listening as the congregation sings songs of praise to our Heavenly Father. I love music. I am grateful for my hearing.

and then I thought, I am thankful for my....

120) Sight. I enjoyed the parade. I love watching my daughter as she experiences this world for the first time, as she interacts with our family, and as she does silly things like standing on her head. I love seeing clean vacuum lines in the carpet. I love watching the hot air balloons and sunsets. I am thankful for my sight.

Monday, December 6th

121) Positive outlook- Negative outlooks don't get you very far. In fact, they usually just make the situation worse. A positive outlook may not be able to make the situation better, tangibly, but it will have an effect on you emotionally and that will make a world of difference, which is an incredible blessing.

Tuesday, December 7th

122) Newborn babies- There is something about holding a baby. With them, I get such a sense of hope and promise.


Wednesday, December 8th

123) A little caution- When we first moved to Albuquerque, Naomi would jumped into anyone's arms indiscriminately. We always said we were glad she was so friendly but were afraid that someday she would have to learn to understand who a stranger was. In the past few weeks, I have recognized that Naomi no longer does this. She is still very friendly and will jump into people's arms, but only those she knows. When we are at church, she readily goes to those people she recognizes, but with people she doesn't know, she plays shy. While I don't want her to become unfriendly, I am thankful she seems to be showing a certain amount of caution.


Thursday, December 9th

124) To Do Lists- I am definitely a list girl. It helps me stay organized and ensures that everything we need to take care of is handled when it needs to be. If you looked at our computer monitor, you would see several electronic "sticky notes" as well as a few lists sitting on our computer desk. I LIKE to make lists, but even more than making the lists, I like to cross things off the list. There is something so wonderful about seeing the list near completion. I guess it must be the sense of accomplishment. I feel that way right now. I have had what felt like an ever growing list, and thanks to the items I needed to tackle first, it didn't seem like anything was getting crossed off. I only had a few days left in which to handle everything on the list and that was making me nervous. But as I look at it tonight, it's nearly complete. I am thankful for that, but even more than that, I am thankful for the help from Drew who made it possible to be as far along as I am with my To Do list for this week.


Friday, December 10th

125) Overcoming the stress, not vice versa- I have often heard that when people get frustrated or stressed out they take it out on those closest to them, ie. usually those at home. Well, this week has been a week filled with stress for me. My to-do list seems to have only grown longer and longer and the deadline has marched ever closer. If that was not bad enough I was plagued with migraines and then a sinus/cold problem. Needless to say, I felt crummy and didn't have the time for it. My stress has grown as the week has gone on, but I am thankful to say that instead of it tearing and Drew and I, I think it has actually been a positive for us- not only in how he has responded to my dilemma and struggles but I have responded likewise. I feel as though we have come through the week stronger than when we started and that is a wonderful blessing.


Saturday, December 11th

126) Personality- Our little girl has personality with a capital P! Tonight my aunt gave us a Christmas dress and dress shoes that she had picked us for our daughter. Well our little girl loves shoes, but I guess I didn't know how much. Before I knew it, in the middle of the restaurant, our daughter was taking off her current shoes and trying to put on her new shoes. Then she proceeded to show her new shoes to everyone she met. Once the shoes wore off (after a good 15-20 minutes) she focused in on the dress, and the next thing I knew, she was trying to get the dress on over her head. What a ham! I have never seen her so determined to be the center of attention and I wouldn't trade her for the world! Needing the be the center of attention may get her in trouble, but having a bright and cheerful personality, like she has, will always be a blessing.

One Hundred!!!

"No one is like you, O LORD; you are great, and your name is mighty in power. Who should not revere you, O King of the nations? This is your due. Among all the wise men  of the nations and in all their kingdoms, there is no one like you." - Jeremiah 10:6-7


Friday, November 19th

94) Appointment Scheduling- We had been referred to a pediatric allergist for our daughter and finally have all the information we needed in order to schedule the appointment. I was warned by her doctor that it would likely take about two months for us to get in to see the allergist, and with our upcoming holiday schedule, I was guessing that meant we wouldn't be able to see the allergist until sometime in January. So when I called this morning to set up the appointment, I was prepared for just that. I was pleasantly surprised and actually quite shocked when the woman in scheduling told me they had an opening available in just four days. She said there wouldn't be another available appointment- that we could make- until 2011, so it truly was a blessing. After this appointment, we may not have answers to whether these sensitivities are just that or true, lifelong allergies, but we will be on our way. There is something reassuring in the fact that we are on the path to knowing, whatever the outcome.

95) A Mother's guidance- Being a mother is quite the learning experience and it can be one that is filled with questions and doubts. It seems like some of my biggest doubts are centered around food these days. Of course, our daughter has several food sensitivities, but for the past several days she has been giving me a terrible time with foods she has previously loved and with which she has not shown any signs of problems. Up until today I have rather tentatively approached the situation as an assertion of her will over mine and a testing of my authority, but I do admit that in the back of my mind I have been keeping track of everything just in case it was related to some food sensitivity/allergy. Today, our daughter exerted herself more strongly. Now my thoughts are I need to either firmly set the expectations for her or she is in serious pain from some food. I went with my gut- I suppose- and guessed she was being defiant, but I didn't trust myself. So after I put her in her crib without eating half her lunch, I called my Mom. There is nothing better than guidance from the woman who helped you through your own toddler years. My mother helped four of us survive the toddler tantrums and now she is helping me survive and thrive through my toddler's toddler years. She is a source of strength, encouragement and guidance, and I am grateful for her support and confidence in both Drew and I as parents.


Saturday, November 20th

96) Kitchen Shears- Some of you may have heard me say this before, but I will say it again, I love my kitchen shears. In fact, I own three pair and use all three regularly. For a girl who has never been fond of handling raw meat, they make food preparation- particularly the preparation of meats- so much easier and manageable. I find I enjoy cooking more because I find the preparations less of a chore, so for me (and probably Drew ;) ), kitchen shears are a blessing.


Sunday, November 21st

97) Access to the Bible- It can be easy to take this for granted, but really, how many Bibles do you own or can you easily gain access to? If we just look at what Drew and I own, the number is still in the double digits. If I consider all the Bibles we have access to via public libraries, church libraries, etc., the number becomes incredible. What a blessing! There are so many places in this world where people do not have access to the Bible, where the Bible may not even be translated into their language. I am grateful for the Bible and all it contains and I am so thankful that I have the ability to turn to God's Word daily.

98) Two sets of hands this morning- This morning something did not seem quite right with our daughter, but as it seemed as though she had been awake exceptionally early, we didn't think too much beyond sleepiness and fussiness from being awake in her crib too long. Just as I was getting ready to put on our coats and head out to the car with her for church, she threw up all over both her and myself. I had a moment's notice that something was happening as I could feel things rumbling in her belly. Still it was shocking and there I was standing in heels and a dress with a child distraught, who just wanted her Mommy's hugs. I am certain that if I had been home alone, I would have found a way to have managed the situation, but I am grateful that Drew was here. He stepped in, helped clean up our daughter while I cleaned up myself, and helped in various other ways while I calmed and comforted our daughter further. Need would have given me the ability to handle the situation on my own, but the second pair of hands was a blessing.


Monday, November 22nd

99) Personal- Sometimes what we need can seem terrible, aggravating and annoying, but after an unexplainable absence a greater appreciation for the item or event can be achieved. The circumstances may not be any easier, but the blessing has been uncovered.

100) Dedication- I made it to blessing number 100. When I first began this journey, I wondered how far I would go. My first goal was to continue for thirty days and then I hoped to make it to blessing number 100. I knew that would be a major accomplishment for me as I have never been a very good pen pal nor have I ever been one to regularly or faithfully journal. I will often begin, recognizing the benefits, but the endeavor has always quickly faded. So as I began this counting project, I seriously wondered if I could truly dedicate myself to daily sitting down to count and journal about my blessings. I am thankful that I have remained faithful to this pursuit and dedicated myself to seeing the blessings around me- for 52 days, 100 blessings..... and counting....

Together Again- Eighty-One through Ninety-Three

" Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky as you hold firmly to the word of life." Philippians 2: 15-16a


Friday, November 12th

81) New Beginnings- This blessing is true on so many levels, but today I am looking at it through the eyes of an Army wife. Some people think about the frequent moves related to a military life and see that as a big negative, and honestly, there are moments when I give in to that mindset. Most of the time though, I enjoy the opportunities and new beginnings that come with the moves. Since Drew commissioned just shy of two years ago, I have lived in four different locations (five if you include the place we lived at the time of his commissioning). That fact is a bit extreme even for the Army but occurred because of our circumstances and the fact that Drew had additional, long-term training for his eventual career path with the Army. Living in five locations has allowed me to see some beautiful land and sights and meet some amazing people. We have worshipped with several wonderful church families as well. As we settle in and really begin another chapter of our life in the military, I am enjoying the new scenery and sights, the new culture and foods, the new area to explore and most importantly, the new relationships we are building.


Saturday, November 13th

82) "Mamen" - For the last month or two, Drew and I have been regularly praying with our daughter before every meal and having her repeat "Amen" at the end to let her know the prayer was finished. While the deeper concept hasn't set in, she does know to fold her hands and generally knows she should remain quiet until we say Amen. Just last week, she found a doll that says the common child's evening prayer when you press on it's belly. Our daughter has become attached to this dollie and will often repeat the word Amen after the dollie- except she says "Mamen." So this morning when I set her bowl of oatmeal in front of her, it was so wonderful to see all of the ideas and practice coming together as she immediately folded her hands and said "Mamen." We still have work, but what a start!

83) Little grins- Drew has had a training schedule for the past few weeks which has meant that our daughter has not seen him. Finally after two weeks, they have been reunited and what a wonderful day it was! I have thoroughly enjoyed watching all of her interactions with him. She has this endearing way of tilting her head to the side and shyly grinning at Drew. The look could melt ice in an instant. It is so wonderful to see how strong the bond is between her and Drew despite the period of time they have been separated. I couldn't ask for much more. I am so grateful.


Sunday, November 14th

84) Drew's involvement- After two weeks where our daughter was solely in my care, I could see a difference in her. It was nothing too extreme. She was still a good girl, but there were minor changes. Today during church service, though, I could see the effect that Drew's presence had on her. It was a reminder to me of how thankful I am that Drew desires to be present and involved in her life. I have always felt so strongly about the importance of the presence of both the father and mother, when circumstances allow, but I also know that some people view involvement in difference lights. I am grateful that Drew takes the role he does, especially given the work schedule he has had to maintain thus far during our daughter's lifetime.

85) Each moment and day with Drew- Time is precious. This lesson was one that Drew and I learned early in our relationship, but it is an important one to remember. Military life has made this fact only more clear to me. It is not because of the every day tasks he performs or the relief from childcare he can provide me; Drew brightens my day. He understands me and helps keep me grounded in a way that almost no one else here on earth can do. I can live a day without him, and often have to do so, but I prefer the days when he is near. Days when he is away remind me just how precious and special each moment with him is. Tomorrow is not guaranteed; in fact, the next hour, even the next minute, is not guaranteed, so do not take it for granted.


Monday, November 15th

86) Confirmation- When our daughter started showing additional food sensitivities/allergies, my biggest worry/concern was that despite what seemed to be a healthy diet she might be eating poorly or more specifically, not eating enough of certain food groups or getting enough of certain vitamins/minerals, etc. I was, therefore, very grateful that we had an opportunity to sit down with a pediatric dietitian to discuss her current diet and go over the best diet for a child her age. What was even more unexpected and exciting was the amazing confirmation we received from the dietitian. She was so pleased with the manner with which we had approached our daughter's sensitivities and the variety of foods in each food group that we were still offering her. She really offered us great encouragement concerning how we were addressing any issues that arose and how we addressed the limitations we face given the diet restrictions. What a wonderful blessing as  diet is such an important issue for any child and parent, especially at this young age when doctors are constantly discussing how a child's diet can aid or hinder them in other developmental areas.

87) Brown Dressy Cardigan- Okay, so this kind of seems silly and insignificant, but it really made my morning. When I thought about it more, I realized it's the little blessings that we often overlook and probably shouldn't, so I am going to include it- no matter how silly it seems. Yesterday morning as I was getting dressed for church, I thought to myself how much I could use a brown or white dress cardigan. For some odd reason, I have several cardigans, but only one in a neutral color (black). Given my current wardrobe, brown or white would be really useful right now. Of course, I didn't mention that specifically when family asked about Christmas/birthday gift ideas so I thought it was probably too late. Then today, I went to Kohls- with a 30% off everything coupon (gotta love those!)- to do some Christmas shopping of my own. Besides the other great sales I found, I also ran across a nice brown cardigan. After applying my 30% off, it was also a very, very nice price, which was the only reason I ended up buying it, and all I could think was "Isn't it interesting that just yesterday I was thinking how much I could use a brown cardigan?" As silly as it may seem, I am still very thankful for my well-priced brown cardigan.


Tuesday, November 16th

88) Perseverance- There will always been events in life, big and small, that require your perseverance. Right now, we are trying to find a way to get our daughter's sleeping schedule all adjusted after Daylight Saving's ended. It's a small thing in the grand scheme of things, but right now it is making big waves in our house. No matter what the circumstance, though, perseverance will always be a blessing.

"For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ." 2 Peter 1: 5-8

89) Jumping in to help- I always look forward to the time when Drew comes home from work, but today I was anxiously anticipating it. I woke up with a migraine, and despite all my best efforts throughout the day, the migraine only grew worse as the day went on. By the typical end of the work day, I was at my breaking point and our daughter seemed to be at her chattiest (though it seemed much louder than a chat). Of course, Drew has been working late this week. Today was no exception. He had no idea what I was dealing with at home but just happened to call on his way home to give me a piece of information, so I warned him that I was not feeling well at all. From the moment he walked in the door and had taken care of his work clothes, he took charge and jumped in to help. The next thing I knew, he and our daughter were back in her room quietly playing, which meant I could turn the lights off and sit in quiet. The rest of the evening went along a similar path.


Wednesday, November 17th
90) Pain free- There once was a time when every waking moment I felt some pain. I would go from migraines to lesser headaches, but I really never could recall a moment of the day or week that I didn't have some kind of pain in my head. All that varied was the intensity of the pain and what kind of side effects went with that pain. I am so grateful that, although, I may still get migraines I no longer vary solely between different levels of pain. When the migraine subsides, there is true relief from any and all pain. It is a blessing. It is one I went years without knowing and one many people with illnesses still do not have. I am grateful for each and every moment I have that is pain free.

91) Clean counters and sink- Now this blessing may have you concerned about the general cleanliness of our home, but please let me explain. I typically try to keep our kitchen counters clean of clutter and I try to keep the sink cleaned out as well. If all else fails during the day time, I always try to clean up the kitchen before I go to bed so I awake to a tidy space in the morning. However yesterday thanks to the migraine, all non-essential tasks went to the wayside. This means besides watching our daughter during the daytime and then just trying to keep my own pain levels from worsening, I did very little and tidying the kitchen, although I did think about it, did not get done. It's hard for me to go to bed knowing things are not cleaned up, but I knew what was necessary yesterday- and cleaning just wasn't on the list. Today the migraine slowly went away and I was able to resume my normal functions. With that, my kitchen is tidy once again. Yay for clean counters and sinks!


Thursday, November 18th

92) Drew's appreciation- The other evening I was stuck. I had one blessing and was trying to think of a second so I asked Drew to help me think back over my day. He quickly mentioned my crafting abilities and how I often have and continue to use them to make Christmas gifts. I quickly dismissed the idea because "I am only making two of our Christmas gifts this year." The conversation went on, but as I thought back on that conversation today, I realized I had done Drew a huge disservice. Drew was showing his great appreciation for my contributions to our family- not only by taking care of the house, groceries, laundry, errands, etc. but also through my crafting skills. He was complimenting me on the "job well done" on my latest project, a Christmas gift for my nephew, and instead of thanking him for the compliment, appreciation and help with my blog, I dismissed the idea outright. Drew shows this kind of appreciation often, but I am afraid I fail in this manner too frequently. I am grateful for his continuing appreciation, despite my poor reception.

93) Seeing myself in my toddler- This is both a blessing and a curse because what I see is both the good and the bad, the pretty and the ugly. However I like to look at the "curse" side of this as a blessing in camouflage because really I am seeing a miniature version of me. Like any child, she is honest to a fault, so what she depicts through her personality and traits is raw and unhindered, and those aspects which she has inherited or picked up by observing me are true and fair. So if they frighten, frustrate, bother or trouble me, perhaps I should take a second look. A second look at our daughter as we help her learn how to work with these personality traits and reactions so that she can handle them in good ways, but at the same time, a second look at myself, as well, so I can address those traits that my daughter inherited or picked up from me. My little girl is, at times, a little mirror reflecting both my good and bad character traits, showing me areas that shine and others that need to be mended, molded and find tuned.

I Am Not An Island: Seventy-Three through Eighty

"Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go." Joshua 1: 7


Monday, November 8th

73) "Yights" - If you couldn't guess, this is one of our daughter's newest and most favorite observations. She is enthralled by "yights." She loves to point every "yight" in the room out to you; she loves to turn them on and off, and when we go to a store, we almost always take time to walk through the Christmas aisle just so we can see all the Christmas "yights." She gets so excited each and every time she sees the lights go on and off. What gets me about the "yights" isn't the cute way our daughter says the word, but the wonder and awe with which she is observing the world around her. It is something we adults can often take for granted, but there is so much in this world that is wondrous and awe-inspiring. I am grateful that I have a beautiful little reminder in our little girl who is experiencing this world for the first time.

74) Accountability- This may step on a few toes, but I suppose that is a part of accountability so I am going to say it anyway. A major problem that I see within our society- individually and as a unit- is the unwillingness to accept responsibility. Excuses and blame seem to reign supreme. Sadly I think that can even be seen within the Church and you can even hear that from some pulpits. Perhaps not throwing blame on someone else, but I know too often we, the Church, soften the truth so people don't have to accept responsibility for their own actions. That shouldn't be. I am blessed to know several men and women who are standing up for the truth. It takes more love to hold someone accountable for their actions than it does to ignore them and it is refreshing to see people who are willing to openly and publicly demonstrate that kind of love.


Tuesday, November 9th

75) Our daughter's hugs in the grocery store- Today I went grocery shopping, but this was no normal grocery shopping trip. I had one specific purpose; I was buying a few items for our daughter. I wanted, at least, one salty cracker and one type of sweet cracker or cookie. I also needed to look for mayonnaise or an alternative and while we were at the store, I figured we would just take in if there were other viable options for a child on a dairy-free, soy-free diet. When it comes to crackers, cookies and other prepared items, the answer quite succinctly is no. There really just isn't. We looked in the organic section, but even there, we often ran into soy. Then I turned to the vegan section and while I had slightly better luck there, soy is still a major player. I did manage to find at least one of each of what I set out for, so the reality should have been... mission accomplished, but I felt discouraged. The options are so limited for our daughter right now (here's hoping these restrictions are temporary and not permanent), and what options we have are so much more costly than what we are used to spending that I felt at a complete loss. At one point, I let out a deflated sigh and slightly hung my head, and do you know what happened next? First our daughter made me laugh by whinnying like a horse (her way of mimicking my sigh). Second she gave me a hug and began to pat me on the back. She hugged me not once, but twice. It was the sweetest, most innocent and loving of gestures. What a kid! What a blessing!

76) Faith of my Grandfathers and Grandmothers- I have been truly blessed to come from such a strong, Godly family- men and women, who not only regularly attended church, participated in the church body and served the Lord in their community, but also lived out their faith every moment of their life even when it seemed no one else was looking. I have had the privilege to see their faith in action at times and have heard or read so many other stories over the years. It is a reminder for me, when times get rough or tough, that you can still have peace, contentment and joy no matter your circumstances for our joy, etc. is not dependent on things of this world but is found in Christ and the knowledge that one day we will be called home. What a wonderful blessing that I can call them Grandma and Grandpa. To all four of them, I love you!

Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful.
May the fire of our devotion light their way.
May the footprints that we leave,
Lead them to believe,
And the lives we live inspire them to obey.
Oh may all who come behind us find us faithful.
("Find Us Faithful"- Steve Green)


Wednesday, November 10th

77) Ministers and teachers along the way- There are some people who were truly blessed with the spiritual gift of preaching and teaching. Of course this is probably not ground breaking news to most people; it does come straight out of the New Testament. However, I feel blessed to have known and listened to the sermons and lessons of several such men and women. Every minister from our home churches has blessed me as have many others I have had the opportunity to hear when visiting their churches. Numerous teachers- from Sunday School, youth group, Bible studies, and at Johnson Bible College- have greatly impacted my life and led through an example of discipline, devotion and love. I am so grateful for their willingness and dedication to serve Christ in this manner, whether by profession or otherwise.

78) Our daughter's incredible obedience today- I have been working on a Christmas present this past week that involves quite a bit of painting. Primarily I only paint while our daughter is napping or has laid down for the night because the paint bottles alone have so peaked her interest that I knew she would only be more curious if she saw me "playing" with the paint. Of course, she would want to join in. Well today, I had to mix a couple of colors together to get the color I needed, but I wasn't finished when our daughter woke from her nap. Now I faced a dilemma. What to do? I knew I still had quite a bit to do with the mixed color and because of where I was painting, I didn't want to chance setting it aside, remixing the color and hoping I got the same color. It would be too obvious if the colors were off even the tiniest bit and would bother me, even if no one else noticed. So I made a decision, I would get our daughter up and once she came into the area where I was painting, I would set some clear boundaries about what she couldn't touch (pretty much anything I had out related to my painting project), then we would see what happened. If it just was too much trouble, I would go to Plan B. She did great. She listened, repeated the items that were "no no's" and obediently did not touch them again. She would watch me for a while and then go off somewhere else to play. When she came back, it only took one little reminder and she would either sit down and watch or head off somewhere else. I was able to paint for over another hour and complete that portion of the project without a single incident related with our daughter. Even though she is extremely curious and loves anything in a bottle (like the paint bottles), she did excellent.


Thursday, November 11th

79) Giving- "It is more blessed to give than to receive." Acts 20:35b I don't really feel like I need to say anything more. This comes straight from the Bible and it's pretty succinct. I will say that this is one verse that I have seen proven true in my life time and time again, whether it be through our giving monetarily to the Church, giving my time as a volunteer, giving for a holiday outreach program, or even giving presents to friends and family. There is something wonderful and joy-filled in doing something for another.

80) Common Budgeting Approaches- So I flipped to "The Fairy Jobmother" tonight just to see what the premise was. I didn't really watch it very intently, but I have been kind of out of it this evening and was looking for any kind of distraction. It was a reminder, though, of how incredibly stressful finances can be on a marriage. I have always been very, very cautious with money, feeling that it never hurts to have a little more money saved . I have relaxed quite a bit from the mindset I had when I was in college and saving every penny to cover the expense of college and preparing to live on my own for the first time, but still, I am frugal (to word it nicely). To many people, this would be an aggravating, irritating and intolerable attribute because of the extent I can go to. I just prefer to pay for everything up front with cash than put it on credit (except for the absolute rare exception or special circumstances). I have been blessed to have found and married a man who shares my opinion. Instead of being upset that I would rather save every extra penny he earns for the next large item we are looking to purchase or just to build our savings, he generally understands. This fact has only solidified and strengthened our marriage and I am so grateful we have continued to approach finances in such a similar manner.

Lessons: Sixty-Seven through Seventy-Two

"Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation or distress, or persecution or famine or nakedness, or peril, or sword? But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:35,37-39 (NASB)


Friday, November 5th

67) Good listeners- In my life, I have been blessed with many people who are such good listeners and I am so thankful for each and every one of them- my husband, my parents, my sister, and so many of my friends. So often when I am struggling with a difficult circumstance or debating the benefits of various options, I really need to bounce my ideas or thoughts off someone else. Otherwise I just feel like all my thoughts are spinning around inside my head, going faster and faster. Thanks to all these wonderful listeners, I love the direction life is taking me and I still have my sanity despite some challenging circumstances.

68) Wearing Pre-Baby Jeans- So this morning I pulled out another three pairs of my pre-baby jeans that I can wear. I am now wearing all of my pre-baby bottoms except for the smallest sizes (and most of those are junior sizes which I may never fit into again). Honestly if I think about it, I don't think those bottoms were really fitting me that well before I got pregnant anyway, but that is beside the point. What is so thrilling to me is that there is just something so slimming about fitting into your pre-baby jeans. I really wasn't feeling any skinnier this morning, but when I put on my pre-baby jeans, I suddenly felt slimmer. Kind of crazy, isn't it? I know. It's all just a head game, obviously. I guess I just had a different idea of what my body looked like before I got pregnant, but wow, does it feel good to fit into most of my pre-baby jeans again!


Saturday, November 6th

69) Wheat Thins- Right about now I am thankful for just about any food that our daughter can eat, especially if that food is actually in our house (because it seems like there is a lot in our house that she cannot eat). But even more so, I am thankful for those crackers and cookies that she can eat, and believe me, those are few and far between. Right now, Wheat Thins are the one and only cracker our little girl can eat. (I need to go shopping and see if there are any others.) She usually asks so politely for a cracker, and it really is wonderful to know I have something I can give her.

70) Answered prayers- A few weeks back, I began to pray about this past week because I knew it would hold some challenges for me, so I asked for a specific attribute from God and requested others to pray on my behalf as well. Ha! Do you know how some people say you should never ask for patience unless you really want it because God will always place you in a position where you can LEARN patience? I feel as though the Lord answered my prayer, emphatically, with a very strong lesson. It has not been an easy lesson; I am not even sure I have learned everything yet from the lesson, but I do believe I will come out a stronger, more confident, more able woman on the other side. I also believe that I will be able to draw on the lessons of this past week for years to come. So perhaps my prayer was not answered in the way I imagined, but it was answered as it should be. Of course with God, that is how it always turns out.


Sunday, November 7th

71) Days filled with song- Have you ever had a day where you just felt like music filled your thoughts, your moods and your heart? I had a good friend my first few years of college who just lived life that way. She loved music with a passion and always seemed to have music flowing through her thoughts. Often she would just burst into song. I am not like that all the time, but today I felt like I must have had a small glimpse of what a typical day was like for her. For some odd reason, I woke up, on my own, mind you, at 3:30 this morning. Crazy girl that I am, this seems to becoming a normal thing for me the past few mornings, but the new thing that happened this morning was that I woke up with a song on my mind.

I will lift up mine eyes to the hills
from whence cometh my help,
my help cometh from the Lord,
the Lord which made Heaven and Earth.

He said He will not suffer thy foot,
thy foot to be moved;
the Lord which keepeth thee,
He will not slumber nor sleep.

For the Lord is thy keeper,
the Lord is thy shade
upon thy right hand,
upon thy right hand.

Nor the sun shall not smite thee by day,
nor the moon by night,
He shall preserve thy soul
even forever more.

My help, my help, my help,
all of my help cometh from the Lord.

("My Help" -Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir-- taken directly from Psalms 121)

Then on our way to church, I heard the song "Beautiful" by Mercy Me for the first time. If you haven't heard it, find it on You Tube or some other media and listen to it. The words are amazing and the music that accompanies those words is wonderful as well. It really is a beautiful song with a wonderful message concerning just how special and precious we are to God. Of course, my musical day didn't end there, I found myself humming "Tell Me the Story" during Sunday School and seemed to hum my way straight through the rest of my day. Music really has a way of enriching our lives, but it also has a way of teaching us. It helps us to remember things. (How many of you learned your books of the Bibles by learning a song? I know both Drew and I did.) It comforts us, brings us joy and offers us a way to release emotions. My day filled with song has been like a day floating on air.

72) Second Chances- I am so grateful for second chances.... and third chances.... and fourth chances.... and seventy times seven chances because I am not perfect and I mess up.

"And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28 (NASB)

Onward: Sixty-Three through Sixty-Six

"Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Corinthians 4: 16-18


I have noticed that several people have started to do "30 days of Thanksgiving" throughout the month of November on Facebook. I hope that they find it to be as uplifting and encouraging as I have found counting my blessings and perhaps they will even find it so addictive they won't quit when December 1st rolls around.
I wish you all the best and pray this is a month of great thanksgiving for you all!


Wednesday, November 3rd

63) Nothing new- "What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun." Ecclesiastes 1:9 

So today hasn't been a stellar day for me as Mom and thanks to that it has been a rough day for our daughter. I realized this morning that for the past week or so I have been feeding her oatmeal that includes milk in the ingredients. That may seem like an easy oversight except for the fact that "cream" is actually in the flavor title. You'd think that would have been a pretty good clue that some kind of dairy was included, and seeing that our daughter cannot currently tolerate dairy, she has slowly been feeling worse and worse- culminating today. This morning she finally boycotted the oatmeal because it was bothering her stomach so much and after trying to no avail to make her eat the cereal, I finally realized what I was doing. Whoops.

As I thought about our continuing struggles with our daughter's food sensitivities- which just seem to be growing, the verse from Ecclesiastes (above) came to mind and I found myself greatly comforted. Nothing I experience is new. Whether I am dealing with my child's food allergies, the plights of an army officer's wife, a wife in general, a woman, or even just the struggles, illnesses and stresses we face as human beings, nothing is new, and therefore I am not alone. Someone here on earth understands. Most likely someone here in the town I live, near to me, understands. It may mean opening up and allowing myself to be vulnerable, but I do not have to deal with these trials alone. Nothing is new.

64) New takes on old lessons- When you have grown up in the church, there are certain lessons you have heard over and over again, and it can seem as though you know them by heart. It can even be easy to fall into the trap to believe there is nothing new to learn on the topic. I have to admit that I have fallen into that trap, but I promised myself that I would be open minded and see if maybe someone had something new to offer on the topic. I am glad I opened my mind, and with it, I learned a little bit of humility too. Both are good lessons. Hopefully both with stay with me as well.


Thursday, November 4th

65) Our daughter loves meats, fruits and vegetables- In general, this seems to be a very big blessing, as you see so many parents struggle to encourage or entice their children to eat one or more of the above items. With our daughter, it is even more of a blessing as these items are such a staple in her diet. Since we have had to eliminate anything with dairy, soy or tomato as an ingredient, I have found that there really are very few packaged products left for her to eat, especially packaged products that are more conducive for a toddler. I am not saying that there is nothing out there, but we have had to eliminate several additional items from our daughter's diet in the past week. I am so thankful that she enjoys the basics and it isn't a struggle to get her to eat meats, fruits and vegetables. I can give her a plate of ham, cooked broccoli and peaches, and she is perfectly happy. That is a true blessing.

66) True spirit is recognized- In the past six to eight years, I have had a few people tell me that when they first met me, they thought I was a snob or stuck up, and it was only after getting to know me better that they realized I was really quite friendly and down to earth. Of course it was quite shocking and disconcerting to hear that I came off in such a manner initially. I know it is tied to a bit of shyness that is only present with strangers or when I am in larger groups. Still, I would never want people to feel that way when they are around me, but I am comforted by the fact that, with time and given the chance, eventually people will see and recognize my true personality and spirit. Even more so, I take great joy and am thankful to know that, even if people do not take the time or give me the chance, God does not judge me on my actions alone. For "The LORD does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7b

Relationships: Fifty-One to Sixty-Two

"For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory." Romans 8:14-17


Thursday, October 28th

51) No expectation that I'll be the 1950's stay-at-home wife- Generally speaking, I like to keep an orderly, fairly clean home. I enjoy the opportunities to try out new recipes for dinner and do not mind the laundry or errand running, but the reality is that most days when Drew walks through the door he is not greeted by a pristine wife with dinner half prepared and a picked up house. No, more than likely dinner may have been thought about but not begun, and there is probably at least one mess of toys somewhere in the house (and it may be directly in front of his feet as he steps through the doors). This fact never phases Drew nor does it cause him to question my activities during the day. Thank you. Thank you!

52) Toys picked up- Picking up after our daughter really does not take a long time. Even if the mess looks huge, it can usually be all cleared away within minutes. Of course, after picking up the same general toys and returning them to the same spots once or twice a day, every day for a couple of months, I appreciate a little break, so when I saw Drew picking up our daughter's toys tonight after we laid her down to sleep for the night, it meant so much to me. He chose to do it all on his own and I know it was not because it bothered him but because he knew it was something I would do before the night was over.


Friday, October 29th

53) Family "Date" night- This is a tradition Drew and I started back in Florida. Our daughter was quite young, we didn't know many people in town, but we wanted to be able to go out on a date. Instead of always ordering in or giving up, we modified our plans a little and made our date night a family date night and I love it. Don't get me wrong, I still love going on dates just with Drew, but I also love the special times we set aside as a family. Right now we may go out for dinner, but in the future, it will likely turn into family night- playing board games, bowling, mini putt, baking cookies, or whatever we choose. I cannot wait.

54) A freshly made bed- There is something so relaxing about slipping into a bed with freshly washed linens. I am not sure I cannot explain it nor could I tell you how my body knows the difference between newly washed linens and day-old linens, but for whatever reason, I delight in the newness and crispness of a freshly made bed.


Saturday, October 30th

55) Hand Me Downs- I think every parent of a current or past child understands the appreciation for hand me downs. Especially when they are so little and seem to only wear items a few times before they grow out of them or the weather changes, it is nice to have alternative methods to help supplement your child's wardrobe besides going out and buying a whole new one yourself. We were blessed with just the items we most needed at just the right time.

56) Afternoons Out- While we, particularly our daughter and myself, may go out often- usually it is just the two of us and more than likely we are running some kind of errand with maybe just a trip to the library or park thrown in, so an afternoon trip to another family's house is quite a wonderful way to spend the day. I loved the opportunity we had to visit and relax with others while still spending some time as a family. It was enjoyable to see our daughter play with other children and experience new things. A great afternoon!


Sunday, October 31st

57) Watching as new believers proclaim their faith and are baptized- Whether I grew up with the person, met them just a few weeks ago or am only visiting the church for the first time, I love celebrating with a church as someone proclaims Christ as their savior and is baptized. There is no time more significant or monumental in a person's life, nor is there a time for greater joy and celebration.


Monday, November 1st

Daughter-Daddy Relationships

58) Drew with our daughter- As we prepared for the birth of our first child, my biggest concern was making certain that Drew had as many opportunities to spend with that child as possible. We knew he would be very busy with his military trainings, etc. and would have very limited time at home, but I was determined that we would do whatever to ensure our child knew her father. To see her with her Daddy now, I am so thankful; she is a Daddy's girl. There is no doubt about that. She cries when he says goodbye in the morning and heads out for work for the day. Although that may seem unnecessary, I am glad she has that kind of bond with Drew and I am so grateful for every bedtime story they can read together, for every dinner prayer they say together, and every laugh they have shared. It's precious and dear to me.

59) My Dad and I- I have never considered myself a Daddy's girl but my Dad has been there for me at some of the biggest and hardest times in my life. He has helped me make some of the hardest decisions and has given me the strength, courage, and support to pursue the path that has led me to where I am today. Over the years, my Dad has laid a foundation of faith which has become the bedrock for all else he has taught me. From there, he has been there to guide me, to speak on my behalf, and encourage me. He understood the debate the raged within me the months before I graduated college and helped to clear the haze. He knew what held me back from making the final choice and gave me permission to make the choice I needed to make, and because of that decision, I am happily married with a beautiful little girl.This is just one way in recent years that he has helped me and supported me and yet it had an incredible impact on my life. I know that this could not have been an easy decision for my Dad who truly loves to have all his family near to him and I am grateful that he allowed me the wings to fly and pointed me toward the faith which supports me in all my endeavors.

60) My Heavenly Father- Isn't it incredible that we, who once lived lives so contrary to the will and desire of the Lord Almighty, become His child, co-heirs with Christ, once we are saved? What an amazing turn of events! I still find it absolutely incredible and awesome that I can call the creator of this universe, the omnipotent, all-powerful, King of Kings and Lord of Lords my Father.


Tuesday, November 2nd

61) My Mother- I cannot write about my Dad without giving some time to my Mom because I am so thankful for both of them. I am not the woman I am today without the influence of both my Dad and my Mom. As with most children, I have not appreciated my Mom nearly as much as I should have and have only in recent years come to value her for all her amazing qualities. She has a strength and conviction which I hope to possess in time and her faith is unshakable. I can only pray that when my daughter is older, she can see the same in me and say likewise. I am so grateful for all the ways my Mom has supported and encouraged me through the tough times. She has listened and tried her best to help me as I have tried to get my feet under me as a new wife, mother and Army wife. This has not always been an easy job for her as I do not always process or handle things in the same manner as she does, but she has been patient with me and has always been there for me. I love her dearly!

62) Democracy- We all have our opinions about our government, but isn't that the great thing about our government? You have the right and freedom to your opinion.  Today we are reminded, more than ever, about that right when we are given the right to voice our opinion through the ability to vote for elected officials. Of course many people will say that the process is flawed and I am not saying that it is perfect. I am not trying to start a debate. I am thankful that we live in a country where we have the kind of freedoms and rights that grant us the ability to voice our opinion, to get involved if we so choose.

Breakthrough! - Thirty-Nine through Fifty

Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man." Proverbs 3:3-4


Friday, October 22nd


39) Blankets- I do so love curling up with a blanket especially on a chilly morning or evening. It's even more special when you can share that blanket with a loved one.


40) Hot chocolate- One of my favorite memories related to winters as a child involved hot chocolate. Growing up in northern Illinois, we had our fair share of snow and truly cold weather. I have said it before and I will say it again, the best part about playing in the snow is coming inside to a piping hot cup of hot chocolate and a seat in front of the fire. There is something so warm, homey and cozy about it.




Saturday, October 23rd


41) Good Deals- What a great feeling to find a hidden "treasure" for an excellent price! It makes garage sales, consignment shops and Good Wills all the more thrilling as half the fun is the hunt!


42) Our daughter's kisses- Our daughter has never been extremely extravagant with kisses. In fact up until quite recently, we used to joke that she would only kiss her stuffed animals and her own reflection in a mirror because she rarely gave us kisses. She would blow you a kiss but never give you a kiss. Today though, she showered me with kisses. Over and over. I don't know what brought it on, but as she sat in my lap, she gave me one kiss after another. It was the sweetest thing ever and suddenly the term butterfly kisses took on a whole new meaning.... a wonderful, beautiful new meaning.


Sunday, October 24th


43) Nap time- This holds true for both our daughter and myself. We are both happier, better functioning individuals after nap time. My naps may not last as long as hers, but they do us both a world of good.


44) God's gentle guidance- Sometimes I can get in my own way. Maybe I should be more honest. It happens a little more frequently than sometimes; it happens quite a lot. There are certain aspects of my life that have been quite unsettled, especially since I left Tennessee after our daughter's birth. It was at that time that I probably felt like I started living more of a nomadic lifestyle, thanks to the Army. It was short-lived and I knew things could be remedied here in Albuquerque and I thought I had an idea at how to proceed once we arrived. The things I have tried to pursue on my own really haven't worked as I would wish, but God has placed one or two situations in front of me. Even if I didn't initially recognize them as I should, He has gently prodded me and nudged me and slowly, very slowly the light is dawning on me. I am so grateful that He is so patient with me - not only with these specific instances, but also as we seem to continue to revisit this same path of self-reliance versus reliance on Him.



Monday, October 25th

45) Chances to create- I enjoy envisioning something then planning, drawing, sketching and re-sketching until I believe I can actual bring my vision into reality. But the greatest moment in the whole process is that moment when what I hold in my hands actually looks like what I first imagined. I love the whole process. I love the challenge it can hold for me and the opportunities it offers me to stretch my skills in different areas. I am thankful I have the time, ability and means to express myself in various creative ways and that Drew supports my creative outlets- even when they seem to take over our main living areas.

46) My flexible schedule- Sometimes when I think about my schedule it seems too empty. I have been so used to the get up and go of school and then work that the life I live as a stay at home mother is quite different, but after today, I am so grateful that I have this kind of flexibility. This flexibility allows me to take better care of my own health, when that is needed, and also allows me to focus on Naomi's needs (health, discipline or otherwise) without concern that it may just throw us completely off schedule for the rest of the week.

Tuesday, October 26th

47) Sensitivity to smells is temporary- Yesterday was a rough day. I suffered from one of the worst migraines I have ever experienced. The effects of it lingered on today. After Drew returned home from his military technology symposium, I asked if he could stay with our daughter so I could run a few errands. Things were going pretty good while I was out, though occasionally I would get overstimulated from too much sound or too loud of a sound, and in this particular instance, there was this overpowering perfume. The lady worked for the store and was restocking something in the general area where I was, so she kept passing near me, though never closer than a few yards. Every time she passed, I would feel an incredible spasm of pain that would nearly floor me. All I could think of was how thankful I was that I was not allergic to perfume. For some individuals, this kind of sensation or difficulty is probably a daily issue for them. At least for me, it is a rare circumstance tied to my migraines. I am grateful for that.

48) First sign of thoughts/attitudes changing - I was thinking back on my last blessing when it struck me. That would not normally be my first thought in that situation, especially given that I was dealing with a headache. Usually, I would have been irritated and would have likely had some irate and probably judgemental thought about the perfume or the amount of perfume, etc. The fact that my very first reaction in that situation was a thought of gratitude is a sign of progress!!! And all I can think to say is - Hallelujah! It is surely not my doing but the Lord slowly working on my heart and I am grateful for that.


Wednesday, October 27th

49) Our Chatty Kathy- When people hear that our daughter is highly developed verbally, they always give me a hard time. However, I grow to appreciate her parrot-like abilities more every day. Not only is she able to communicate fairly well with us for a sixteen month old, but she also blesses us with sweet, melt-your-heart phrases, like thank you and love you.

50) Sense of Safety- I have lived in some slightly questionable neighborhoods and I have lived in locations where it was not uncommon for police officers to knock on your door in the middle of the night to ask you if you had any information regarding nearby robberies. Neither instilled the greatest sense of safety. When we were looking at rental properties in Albuquerque, safety was one of the major issues for us. Of course we realized, you can only plan so much in that regard, but we still wanted to choose as wisely as possible. I am so grateful that my husband chose a location that, although a little further from work, provides us with a greater sense of safety.

Homecoming- Thirty-One through Thirty-Eight

"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.
 
Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"

Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14: 1-6


Monday, October, 18th

HOME-
31) Both our house in Albuquerque- There is something comforting and reassuring about being in your own home. Of course, everyone in my family is quite a home body so that may play a role, but as much as we love seeing our family and friends, there comes a time when we feel it is time to return home. Coming home returns us to our normal routines- some enjoyable, others not as much, and for Naomi, it brings a return of the familiar and a better knowledge of right and wrong (what she can and cannot play with- not that she always obeys even at home).

32) And our Heavenly home- This is one area where Drew has always truly led me and just astounded me. If you can ever really get him to speak on this topic (in a natural setting), the one thing you would take from the conversation is how strongly he knows that this world is not his home, and I don't mean know in the cognitive sense only. I think most of us know it cognitively, but it can be hard to live it from the heart. Drew lives it and helps me to live it more and more with each passing day, and living that way is such a blessing! Compared to others, my troubles and trials here on earth are minor, but as I struggle to make it through, I thank the Lord above that there will come day, "Some glad morning when this life is o'er, I'll fly away. To a home on God's celestial shore, I'll fly away."

 ^"All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them." Hebrews 11:13-16

And what a city He is preparing for us! Not even considering the physical description, the thought is impressive and awe-inspiring.

"Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

 He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."
 
 He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son."" Revelation 21:1-7


Tuesday, October 19th

33) Opposing/contrasting opinions, views, and beliefs- From this you may come to think that I like a good debate or that I enjoy an argument. You would actually be wrong on both accounts. I am fairly non-confrontational, and by fairly, I mean highly- in most cases. However, I do appreciate healthy discussions between adults where views can be calmly discussed and hopefully differing sides can be heard. Although neither side may be influenced to change their opinion or belief, I have found that such discussions have had profound impacts on my own beliefs and practices. These talks have required me to really know my position on a given topic, and if I don't know my position, they have encouraged me to research it and study until I know what I think on a matter. They offer me a chance to consider other views so that I can come to a decision based on facts, not ignorance. I have had these conversations regarding my faith, political views, and parenting style, just to name a few and found that all have grown for my willingness to communicate, listen and think on the issues.

34) Encouragement- So today, I was actually questioning myself about a few items, causing some doubts within myself and do you know what I received? Not one, but two pieces of encouragement on just the right topic from ladies in very different parts of the country. It was just what I needed.


Wednesday, October 20th

35) Our daughter's extra cuddliness- As she gets a little bit older, she is getting a little more assertive, and with that, I feel like we are a little more at odds. It's just the beginning, of that I am sure. She is just testing her little wings for the first time and I know as she gets older, she is going to try them out more and more and will probably try harder, but right now with this first testing, it can be so hard to feel  she is not happy with her Mommy. I don't take it personally and am not phased by it. I knew the day would come, but still, it does add a new dimension to my daily routine and it's not a pleasant one. So when our daughter has wanted to cuddle each morning under a blanket with Mommy for a good half an hour and then has often wanted to spend some quality Mommy time cuddling after her nap, I was ecstatic! It helped to balance out the frustrations and stress I had been feeling lately. (On a side note though- it did come at a price, I later found out. It appears it was related to a  belly ache from a food intolerance. Poor baby.)

36) Leisurely Showers- So as any new mother can tell you, showers can become a precious commodity when there is a new baby in the house. As our daughter got bigger, I thought this would get better, and while taking a shower has at least become a regular event, I don't think I can call them very relaxing most of the time. They are all purpose and function these days. In and out! It's all about the shortest amount of time that I can get myself ready in the mornings. This fact saddens me a little at times, as I once found a more leisurely shower to be so relaxing and soothing, especially in the cooler months. I am certain my family could attest to that fact. So as I think back on those more relaxing showers, I appreciate them more and more and promise myself not to take them for granted- even if they don't really last much longer than the ones I take right now.

So beware. If I ever come for a visit and you offer to watch our daughter while I take a shower, I just might stay in there until the water runs cold. (Just joking Mom and Dad. I'll share the water!)


Thursday, October 21st

37) Milk Alternatives- No dairy, now no soy. Our daughter's milk options continue to narrow. We are just thankful that we live in an age when there are so many alternate options readily available. Now to find the best, most healthy one for her.

38) Dip-able foods- This right here has made meal time a breeze! If it can be dipped, it is our daughter's new favorite food, and as we have found, nearly anything can be dipped, even if it seems disgusting to us. (Not that we initially encouraged her to dip that item.) The latest concoction of our daughter's- green grapes dipped into honey mustard dressing. Doesn't that sound delicious?

Blessings Along the Way Part III - Twenty One through Thirty

"Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself and God our Father, who has loved us and given us eternal comfort and good hope by grace, comfort and strengthen your hearts in every good work and word." 2 Thessalonians 2: 16


Wednesday, October 13th

21)  Communication between Drew and I- I have always felt that Drew and I have benefited from the long distance relationship we had during the early stages of our dating relationship. Especially due to the nature of the Corps of Cadets, our communication skills were greatly honed. That year of long distance, which relied so heavily on communication and clarification, has become a wonderful foundation for us to this day as we deal with different issues that arise in our relationship. Whether personal or interpersonal, I have such great trust in the fact that I can go to Drew to tell him what I am thinking and feeling and he will hear me. Even if my initial delivery is done poorly, I trust that we will get to the true crux of the matter quickly and, generally, without much drama.

22) Chilean Miners Rescue- I know this was all over the news, but I must say that I was captivated and loved watching as each and every miner was pulled out of the tube that brought them out of the mine. There is something so joyous and almost intoxicating about the entire story- from the initial uncertainty to the first rescue date projections to the actual rescue. Liberation.... freedom. That is really what they were being given, isn't it? Another chance after many had counted them as lost. Something so many of us take for granted and yet something so many of us depend upon so deeply- not only as Americans but also as Christians.


Thursday, October 14th

23) Drew and My Same Parenting Style- From all that I have heard, differing opinions between spouses concerning how to raise or parent a child can be a HUGE issue shortly after the birth of your first child, and for some, it can last a long time if the issue is not resolved. I am so very thankful that Drew and I have, thus far, really seemed to agree with how we wish to raise our daughter, both when it comes to values and morals as well as when it comes to discipline. Although this is a topic you can discuss in premarital counseling or when you are engaged or just married, you never truly know if you will both still feel that way once you actually have a little life as your responsibility.

24) Watching the sunset over the Gulf of Mexico- For dinner tonight, we went to a fresh seafood restaurant situated on the Gulf of Mexico. Yum! It was a lovely evening with our family that was made all the more lovely by the beautiful sunset over the water. Isn't it amazing how something so powerful, strong and blinding can slip so quickly, quietly and softly behind the horizon?


Friday, October 15th

25) Our daughter's strong will- Perhaps this will surprise some to read or perhaps you are thinking I will come to change my mind about this in the upcoming months as she becomes a "Terrible Two." However, I have thought about this for a while and although I know it may be a challenge now, I hope and pray that in the end, her strong will serves her well as she grows into a young woman. I believe a strong will can be guided into determination and perseverance and if Drew and I are able and faithful, we hope to help teach our daughter how to temper her will through prayer and how to mold it to the will of our Lord's. A strong will in the hand of our Lord's would be a mighty and awesome tool and would serve both Him and her well. So though it may be a challenge for us now, it would be well worth the time, effort and trouble in the end. That is our prayer.

26) Opportunity to surprise Drew's brother at college- Since moving away from home nearly ten years ago, I have often felt as though I have missed out on several of the smaller events in the lives of my younger siblings. I have made it for all of the big events (graduations, etc.) but haven't had the chance to do all of the things I would love to have done with them had we lived closer together. Drew has not had many such opportunities with his younger brother either, so when we had the opportunity to surprise his brother and pick him up at his campus dorm for the weekend, I was excited. His brother would have come home for the weekend either way, but I am glad we were able to drive over to pick him up, see where he is going to school and spend just a little extra time with him.


Saturday, October 16th

27) Overlooked blunders- Some stories just need not be rehashed and the one tied to this blessing is one such story. Let's just say, I made an "uh oh" last night. (Can you tell I spend most of my time with a toddler these days?) Initially I was blind to my folly and just plowed ahead. It didn't take me long though and I realized what I had done and then I felt horrible. Those around me, though, had for the most part covered over my blunder and in short time, it was as though it had not happened. While some could have held it against me, I could quickly tell all was forgotten and forgiven. I am so grateful!

28) Knowing we will see each other again soon, Lord willing- We are packing our bags to head back for New Mexico. This trip has gone so quickly. The one thought that always makes the goodbyes easier for me is knowing when we plan to see each other again and knowing it isn't too far into the future. I am so thankful that is the case this time.


Sunday, October 17th

29) Extra hands at road stops- During our daughter's first year of life, we traveled nearly 13,000 miles on the road, and a good portion of those miles were done by just the two of us. I am not certain if you have ever had to make a long distance road trip with an infant before but it's quite a juggling act. I had never really thought about it until the first time I was in the situation, and then there I was. I was in the restroom with a purse, a diaper bag, a fussy infant with a messy diaper, a full bladder, jeans cinched with a belt, and only two hands. It was quite a dilemma. Not only do extra hands help resolve the whole restroom dilemma, but they also make mealtime and every other road stop situation go smoother and quicker. To everyone who has ever traveled with me and our daughter, thank you for your helping hands. I really appreciated them.

30) Your own bed- As much as I have loved spending time with all of our friends in College Station and our family in Corpus Christi, there is still something about being at home sleeping in your own bed. Even if you fall asleep before your head hits your pillow, you will sleep more soundly because it is your own. I enjoyed every moment we have visiting with our friends and family in Texas these past ten days and pray they all know how precious they are to us and, now, I do believe my own bed is calling to me. Good night!

Blessings Along the Way Part II- Seventeen through Twenty

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." I Thessalonians 4: 16-18


Monday, October 11th

17) Unexpected Federal Holidays- Sunday afternoon we drove from College Station down to Corpus Christi so we could spend the week with Drew's Dad and family. We knew when we planned the trip that his Dad and Stepmom would have to work and his brother would have school, but we still wanted to come as it had been so long since we had last seen them. Neither of us remembered that the 11th was Columbus Day and as such was a Federal holiday. Drew's Dad had Monday off, therefore, but it was something we did not realize until we were in Corpus. What a wonderful and exciting surprise!

18) Considerate Supervisors- Another concern I had considered was how much we might actually see Drew's Stepmom, since her typical work schedule can keep her quite busy most days of the regular work week. So when she came home earlier than expected on Monday and informed us that her supervisor for her evening position had heard we were in town and told her to stay home for the week, I was excited once again. She still taught during the day, but each evening we all had some time together. I know it had a lasting impression. Before the week was out, our daughter knew her "Oma" and "Opa" and upon our return home, she was searching for them at the breakfast table. While I'm sad that couldn't be there with us anymore, I am grateful that she was able to have that kind of time with each of them.

Tuesday, October 12th

19) Ability to visit- I am definitely a person who loves any and every moment I can spend with my family and friends and with miles separating us from so many of them these days, I am so very grateful that we have the ability- both physically and financially- to make these kind of road trips to visit our friends and family. Besides just enjoying the time with these dear and wonderful individuals, I am so thankful that our daughter has the opportunity to slowly get to know them as well. Time with loved ones is a precious commodity and I pray that I never take it lightly.

20) Summer of low humidity- Ha! This may seem ironic after listing humidity as a blessing just a few entries back, but while I recognize there are blessings inherent within humidity, I am still not a fan of an 80+ degree day with high humidity. That kind of weather and I just don't get along. And as much as I hate to admit it, it brings out the worst in me. We took our daughter to a park along the Gulf Coast this afternoon while Drew's parents were still at work. I have to admit that I had forgotten about Texas coastal weather in the glory of the Albuquerque fall. *sigh* And in the hour or so that we were outside while our daughter eagerly explored the playground, I thought back to this past summer and  realized, yes, it had been hot, but not at all oppressive. Right then and there, my appreciation for this past summer rose exceedingly high- even those afternoons sitting in our house when it was well above 80 degrees inside since we do not have an air conditioner but a swamp cooler.

Blessings Along the Way Part I- Nine through Sixteen

"Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him." The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD." Lamentations 3: 21-26


It has been some time since I have actually posted as our family took a ten day road trip over to Texas to visit some family and friends. While I was on the road, I had very limited access to the internet, and as I did not want to spend what time I did have with our loved ones tied to a computer, I decided to keep a running list of my days' blessings. So now I am going back to flesh out my thoughts for each day from that trip. I am so glad that we were able to make the trip. As you may find out, many of the blessings I mention are things I would not have discovered within the confines of my own four walls.


Thursday, October 7th

9) Fall weather- I do believe Fall is my favorite season. I used to think it was Spring, and even now I would say they are pretty close, but I love the briskness in the air in Fall and I love as the trees change colors. Today we had beautiful fall weather and as I drove through town, I had the windows rolled down and just reveled in the beautiful weather, the cool breeze and warm sunlight mixing on my face. Lovely- absolutely lovely.

Friday, October 8th

10) Drew's early school mornings- Over the past week or so, I have needed to get up extremely early (for me) for different events. We were up quite early in our first attempt to attend the Balloon Fiesta and again on the morning when we actually were able to go. This morning, we were up early once again so we could load up the car and head east towards College Station, Texas to visit with friends and our church family from the years we lived there. While I can nap a little to help make up for some of those early mornings, I am not the greatest napper- nothing like my husband- and so with each of these early mornings, I have felt the effects on my body more and more. By this morning, I was feeling physically terrible, and yet all I could think was that my husband got up at this same, incredibly early hour so he could attend a study hall and then a military training school for a period of eight months. He has never been a morning person but I really don't think I can ever remember him complaining. In fact, I am certain he was happy when the school switched to this earlier school schedule as he knew it meant he would be able to spend more time at home with our daughter and me. People say that your body does acclimate itself to such a schedule with time, but still, I know that schedule went against any internal clock my husband has. I am so grateful he was willing to do that for us- so I could stay home to take care of our daughter and so we could have more time together as a family.

11) Driving Companions- So the road trip from Albuquerque to College Station is not necessarily short, especially when you drive it all in one day. I have done my fair share of road trips, both as a child and since acquiring my driver's license and I am so grateful for company. Drew's preferred activity, if he's not driving, would be to sleep, so I was especially grateful when he kept me company even though I knew he would love to just curl up and sleep away the miles.

12) Humidity- After living in locations with extremely high levels of humidity, I didn't think I would ever come to appreciate it in any way. It always seemed so oppressive in the summers and even made the evenings less enjoyable than I would desire. However, now that we live in a location that is very dry, I can see some of the advantages to humidity and they made themselves fairly evident shortly after returning to an area with higher humidity. I'll mention two here. First- my nose appreciates the humidity. Since moving to Albuquerque, my nose has felt extremely dry and rough, sometimes to the point of pain. I am certain it is from a lack of moisture. Shortly after returning to a more coastal climate, I forgot all about my nose- something I hadn't done in months. I can only attribute it to the additional humidity. Nothing else was that different. And secondly- my skin loves the humidity. I doubt much explanation is needed here. Much like my nose, the drier the air, the unhappier my skin and vice versa. While these issues are by no means deal breakers when it comes to my opinion concerning life in Albuquerque, they do give me a greater appreciation for humidity.

Saturday, October 9th

13) Our daughter's traveling abilities- Our daughter has become quite adept at traveling in the car, for which I am quite thankful. After this latest trip, she has traveled nearly 15,500 miles in road trips in her less than 16 months of life. What is even more amazing to me is that during a 15-16 hour day on the road, she will only nap for 45 minutes total. This from a child who normally functions on no less than 2.5 hours of naptime! We may have some moments of fussiness but honestly, I think she handles the trips better than her parents. Even more than that, she arrives at our destination with a cheery disposition and is still obedient and loving. Blessing upon blessing!

14) Good Christian friends, whether near or far- Since moving from College Station, I have returned to visit twice and twice I have been reminded of one thing- blessed, blessed, blessed. When I moved to College Station, my primary goal was to see if there was anything real and substantial between a particular boy I had met at a summer camp and myself. I knew there was a chance it could turn into something serious, something long-term, but I really had no sense that I would be settling down or living there for nearly four years. After working at the job in Contracts and Grants for probably a year or more, a gentleman, who had become my friend, informed me that he was waiting for the day when I called College Station or Texas home. He desired that for me and had seen in the preceeding time that I wasn't really settling down. I was just passing through- biding my time, you might say. That mindset affected how I interacted with people as well. Friendships could only be a painful trouble if I was passing through, but God had other plans, better plans. Now when I think of College Station, I call it home. It may not be my only home, but it will always be a home for me and that is largely due to the wonderful Christian friends we have there. No matter what kind of distance may separate us now, I know they are there for us, to pray or otherwise- if possible- and all we have to do is ask. We love you all!

"And friends are friends forever

If the Lord's the Lord of them.

And friends will not say never

'Cause the welcome will not end.

Though it hard to let you go

In the Father's hands we know

That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends."

(Friends by Michael W Smith)

Sunday, October 10th

15) Freedom to worship- It's a blessing, pure and simple- something so many Christians in this world do not have, yet we so often take it for granted.

16) Closed doors (that often lead you to the right door)- Have you ever felt like your regular plans just weren't working out or maybe things just didn't seem to be fitting together right? That's kind of how a few things were as I was working on some of the details for our time in College Station. Finally things came together and in a conversation Sunday morning I saw God's hand in the entire situation. God placed us exactly where He knew we needed to be. It was the best thing for our family and for the others involved, so although I may not have understood the "why" before, it was beautiful to watch His plan unfold before my eyes.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.

In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths."

Proverbs 3:5-6