Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man." Proverbs 3:3-4
Friday, October 22nd
39) Blankets- I do so love curling up with a blanket especially on a chilly morning or evening. It's even more special when you can share that blanket with a loved one.
40) Hot chocolate- One of my favorite memories related to winters as a child involved hot chocolate. Growing up in northern Illinois, we had our fair share of snow and truly cold weather. I have said it before and I will say it again, the best part about playing in the snow is coming inside to a piping hot cup of hot chocolate and a seat in front of the fire. There is something so warm, homey and cozy about it.
Saturday, October 23rd
41) Good Deals- What a great feeling to find a hidden "treasure" for an excellent price! It makes garage sales, consignment shops and Good Wills all the more thrilling as half the fun is the hunt!
42) Our daughter's kisses- Our daughter has never been extremely extravagant with kisses. In fact up until quite recently, we used to joke that she would only kiss her stuffed animals and her own reflection in a mirror because she rarely gave us kisses. She would blow you a kiss but never give you a kiss. Today though, she showered me with kisses. Over and over. I don't know what brought it on, but as she sat in my lap, she gave me one kiss after another. It was the sweetest thing ever and suddenly the term butterfly kisses took on a whole new meaning.... a wonderful, beautiful new meaning.
Sunday, October 24th
43) Nap time- This holds true for both our daughter and myself. We are both happier, better functioning individuals after nap time. My naps may not last as long as hers, but they do us both a world of good.
44) God's gentle guidance- Sometimes I can get in my own way. Maybe I should be more honest. It happens a little more frequently than sometimes; it happens quite a lot. There are certain aspects of my life that have been quite unsettled, especially since I left Tennessee after our daughter's birth. It was at that time that I probably felt like I started living more of a nomadic lifestyle, thanks to the Army. It was short-lived and I knew things could be remedied here in Albuquerque and I thought I had an idea at how to proceed once we arrived. The things I have tried to pursue on my own really haven't worked as I would wish, but God has placed one or two situations in front of me. Even if I didn't initially recognize them as I should, He has gently prodded me and nudged me and slowly, very slowly the light is dawning on me. I am so grateful that He is so patient with me - not only with these specific instances, but also as we seem to continue to revisit this same path of self-reliance versus reliance on Him.
Monday, October 25th
45) Chances to create- I enjoy envisioning something then planning, drawing, sketching and re-sketching until I believe I can actual bring my vision into reality. But the greatest moment in the whole process is that moment when what I hold in my hands actually looks like what I first imagined. I love the whole process. I love the challenge it can hold for me and the opportunities it offers me to stretch my skills in different areas. I am thankful I have the time, ability and means to express myself in various creative ways and that Drew supports my creative outlets- even when they seem to take over our main living areas.
46) My flexible schedule- Sometimes when I think about my schedule it seems too empty. I have been so used to the get up and go of school and then work that the life I live as a stay at home mother is quite different, but after today, I am so grateful that I have this kind of flexibility. This flexibility allows me to take better care of my own health, when that is needed, and also allows me to focus on Naomi's needs (health, discipline or otherwise) without concern that it may just throw us completely off schedule for the rest of the week.
Tuesday, October 26th
47) Sensitivity to smells is temporary- Yesterday was a rough day. I suffered from one of the worst migraines I have ever experienced. The effects of it lingered on today. After Drew returned home from his military technology symposium, I asked if he could stay with our daughter so I could run a few errands. Things were going pretty good while I was out, though occasionally I would get overstimulated from too much sound or too loud of a sound, and in this particular instance, there was this overpowering perfume. The lady worked for the store and was restocking something in the general area where I was, so she kept passing near me, though never closer than a few yards. Every time she passed, I would feel an incredible spasm of pain that would nearly floor me. All I could think of was how thankful I was that I was not allergic to perfume. For some individuals, this kind of sensation or difficulty is probably a daily issue for them. At least for me, it is a rare circumstance tied to my migraines. I am grateful for that.
48) First sign of thoughts/attitudes changing - I was thinking back on my last blessing when it struck me. That would not normally be my first thought in that situation, especially given that I was dealing with a headache. Usually, I would have been irritated and would have likely had some irate and probably judgemental thought about the perfume or the amount of perfume, etc. The fact that my very first reaction in that situation was a thought of gratitude is a sign of progress!!! And all I can think to say is - Hallelujah! It is surely not my doing but the Lord slowly working on my heart and I am grateful for that.
Wednesday, October 27th
49) Our Chatty Kathy- When people hear that our daughter is highly developed verbally, they always give me a hard time. However, I grow to appreciate her parrot-like abilities more every day. Not only is she able to communicate fairly well with us for a sixteen month old, but she also blesses us with sweet, melt-your-heart phrases, like thank you and love you.
50) Sense of Safety- I have lived in some slightly questionable neighborhoods and I have lived in locations where it was not uncommon for police officers to knock on your door in the middle of the night to ask you if you had any information regarding nearby robberies. Neither instilled the greatest sense of safety. When we were looking at rental properties in Albuquerque, safety was one of the major issues for us. Of course we realized, you can only plan so much in that regard, but we still wanted to choose as wisely as possible. I am so grateful that my husband chose a location that, although a little further from work, provides us with a greater sense of safety.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Homecoming- Thirty-One through Thirty-Eight
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.
Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14: 1-6
Monday, October, 18th
HOME-
31) Both our house in Albuquerque- There is something comforting and reassuring about being in your own home. Of course, everyone in my family is quite a home body so that may play a role, but as much as we love seeing our family and friends, there comes a time when we feel it is time to return home. Coming home returns us to our normal routines- some enjoyable, others not as much, and for Naomi, it brings a return of the familiar and a better knowledge of right and wrong (what she can and cannot play with- not that she always obeys even at home).
32) And our Heavenly home- This is one area where Drew has always truly led me and just astounded me. If you can ever really get him to speak on this topic (in a natural setting), the one thing you would take from the conversation is how strongly he knows that this world is not his home, and I don't mean know in the cognitive sense only. I think most of us know it cognitively, but it can be hard to live it from the heart. Drew lives it and helps me to live it more and more with each passing day, and living that way is such a blessing! Compared to others, my troubles and trials here on earth are minor, but as I struggle to make it through, I thank the Lord above that there will come day, "Some glad morning when this life is o'er, I'll fly away. To a home on God's celestial shore, I'll fly away."
"All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them." Hebrews 11:13-16
And what a city He is preparing for us! Not even considering the physical description, the thought is impressive and awe-inspiring.
"Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."
He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son."" Revelation 21:1-7
Tuesday, October 19th
33) Opposing/contrasting opinions, views, and beliefs- From this you may come to think that I like a good debate or that I enjoy an argument. You would actually be wrong on both accounts. I am fairly non-confrontational, and by fairly, I mean highly- in most cases. However, I do appreciate healthy discussions between adults where views can be calmly discussed and hopefully differing sides can be heard. Although neither side may be influenced to change their opinion or belief, I have found that such discussions have had profound impacts on my own beliefs and practices. These talks have required me to really know my position on a given topic, and if I don't know my position, they have encouraged me to research it and study until I know what I think on a matter. They offer me a chance to consider other views so that I can come to a decision based on facts, not ignorance. I have had these conversations regarding my faith, political views, and parenting style, just to name a few and found that all have grown for my willingness to communicate, listen and think on the issues.
34) Encouragement- So today, I was actually questioning myself about a few items, causing some doubts within myself and do you know what I received? Not one, but two pieces of encouragement on just the right topic from ladies in very different parts of the country. It was just what I needed.
Wednesday, October 20th
35) Our daughter's extra cuddliness- As she gets a little bit older, she is getting a little more assertive, and with that, I feel like we are a little more at odds. It's just the beginning, of that I am sure. She is just testing her little wings for the first time and I know as she gets older, she is going to try them out more and more and will probably try harder, but right now with this first testing, it can be so hard to feel she is not happy with her Mommy. I don't take it personally and am not phased by it. I knew the day would come, but still, it does add a new dimension to my daily routine and it's not a pleasant one. So when our daughter has wanted to cuddle each morning under a blanket with Mommy for a good half an hour and then has often wanted to spend some quality Mommy time cuddling after her nap, I was ecstatic! It helped to balance out the frustrations and stress I had been feeling lately. (On a side note though- it did come at a price, I later found out. It appears it was related to a belly ache from a food intolerance. Poor baby.)
36) Leisurely Showers- So as any new mother can tell you, showers can become a precious commodity when there is a new baby in the house. As our daughter got bigger, I thought this would get better, and while taking a shower has at least become a regular event, I don't think I can call them very relaxing most of the time. They are all purpose and function these days. In and out! It's all about the shortest amount of time that I can get myself ready in the mornings. This fact saddens me a little at times, as I once found a more leisurely shower to be so relaxing and soothing, especially in the cooler months. I am certain my family could attest to that fact. So as I think back on those more relaxing showers, I appreciate them more and more and promise myself not to take them for granted- even if they don't really last much longer than the ones I take right now.
So beware. If I ever come for a visit and you offer to watch our daughter while I take a shower, I just might stay in there until the water runs cold. (Just joking Mom and Dad. I'll share the water!)
Thursday, October 21st
37) Milk Alternatives- No dairy, now no soy. Our daughter's milk options continue to narrow. We are just thankful that we live in an age when there are so many alternate options readily available. Now to find the best, most healthy one for her.
38) Dip-able foods- This right here has made meal time a breeze! If it can be dipped, it is our daughter's new favorite food, and as we have found, nearly anything can be dipped, even if it seems disgusting to us. (Not that we initially encouraged her to dip that item.) The latest concoction of our daughter's- green grapes dipped into honey mustard dressing. Doesn't that sound delicious?
Thomas said to him, "Lord, we don't know where you are going, so how can we know the way?"
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14: 1-6
Monday, October, 18th
HOME-
31) Both our house in Albuquerque- There is something comforting and reassuring about being in your own home. Of course, everyone in my family is quite a home body so that may play a role, but as much as we love seeing our family and friends, there comes a time when we feel it is time to return home. Coming home returns us to our normal routines- some enjoyable, others not as much, and for Naomi, it brings a return of the familiar and a better knowledge of right and wrong (what she can and cannot play with- not that she always obeys even at home).
32) And our Heavenly home- This is one area where Drew has always truly led me and just astounded me. If you can ever really get him to speak on this topic (in a natural setting), the one thing you would take from the conversation is how strongly he knows that this world is not his home, and I don't mean know in the cognitive sense only. I think most of us know it cognitively, but it can be hard to live it from the heart. Drew lives it and helps me to live it more and more with each passing day, and living that way is such a blessing! Compared to others, my troubles and trials here on earth are minor, but as I struggle to make it through, I thank the Lord above that there will come day, "Some glad morning when this life is o'er, I'll fly away. To a home on God's celestial shore, I'll fly away."
"All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them." Hebrews 11:13-16
And what a city He is preparing for us! Not even considering the physical description, the thought is impressive and awe-inspiring.
"Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."
He said to me: "It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son."" Revelation 21:1-7
Tuesday, October 19th
33) Opposing/contrasting opinions, views, and beliefs- From this you may come to think that I like a good debate or that I enjoy an argument. You would actually be wrong on both accounts. I am fairly non-confrontational, and by fairly, I mean highly- in most cases. However, I do appreciate healthy discussions between adults where views can be calmly discussed and hopefully differing sides can be heard. Although neither side may be influenced to change their opinion or belief, I have found that such discussions have had profound impacts on my own beliefs and practices. These talks have required me to really know my position on a given topic, and if I don't know my position, they have encouraged me to research it and study until I know what I think on a matter. They offer me a chance to consider other views so that I can come to a decision based on facts, not ignorance. I have had these conversations regarding my faith, political views, and parenting style, just to name a few and found that all have grown for my willingness to communicate, listen and think on the issues.
34) Encouragement- So today, I was actually questioning myself about a few items, causing some doubts within myself and do you know what I received? Not one, but two pieces of encouragement on just the right topic from ladies in very different parts of the country. It was just what I needed.
Wednesday, October 20th
35) Our daughter's extra cuddliness- As she gets a little bit older, she is getting a little more assertive, and with that, I feel like we are a little more at odds. It's just the beginning, of that I am sure. She is just testing her little wings for the first time and I know as she gets older, she is going to try them out more and more and will probably try harder, but right now with this first testing, it can be so hard to feel she is not happy with her Mommy. I don't take it personally and am not phased by it. I knew the day would come, but still, it does add a new dimension to my daily routine and it's not a pleasant one. So when our daughter has wanted to cuddle each morning under a blanket with Mommy for a good half an hour and then has often wanted to spend some quality Mommy time cuddling after her nap, I was ecstatic! It helped to balance out the frustrations and stress I had been feeling lately. (On a side note though- it did come at a price, I later found out. It appears it was related to a belly ache from a food intolerance. Poor baby.)
36) Leisurely Showers- So as any new mother can tell you, showers can become a precious commodity when there is a new baby in the house. As our daughter got bigger, I thought this would get better, and while taking a shower has at least become a regular event, I don't think I can call them very relaxing most of the time. They are all purpose and function these days. In and out! It's all about the shortest amount of time that I can get myself ready in the mornings. This fact saddens me a little at times, as I once found a more leisurely shower to be so relaxing and soothing, especially in the cooler months. I am certain my family could attest to that fact. So as I think back on those more relaxing showers, I appreciate them more and more and promise myself not to take them for granted- even if they don't really last much longer than the ones I take right now.
So beware. If I ever come for a visit and you offer to watch our daughter while I take a shower, I just might stay in there until the water runs cold. (Just joking Mom and Dad. I'll share the water!)
Thursday, October 21st
37) Milk Alternatives- No dairy, now no soy. Our daughter's milk options continue to narrow. We are just thankful that we live in an age when there are so many alternate options readily available. Now to find the best, most healthy one for her.
38) Dip-able foods- This right here has made meal time a breeze! If it can be dipped, it is our daughter's new favorite food, and as we have found, nearly anything can be dipped, even if it seems disgusting to us. (Not that we initially encouraged her to dip that item.) The latest concoction of our daughter's- green grapes dipped into honey mustard dressing. Doesn't that sound delicious?
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Blessings Along the Way Part III - Twenty One through Thirty
"Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself and God our Father, who has loved us and given us eternal comfort and good hope by grace, comfort and strengthen your hearts in every good work and word." 2 Thessalonians 2: 16
Wednesday, October 13th
21) Communication between Drew and I- I have always felt that Drew and I have benefited from the long distance relationship we had during the early stages of our dating relationship. Especially due to the nature of the Corps of Cadets, our communication skills were greatly honed. That year of long distance, which relied so heavily on communication and clarification, has become a wonderful foundation for us to this day as we deal with different issues that arise in our relationship. Whether personal or interpersonal, I have such great trust in the fact that I can go to Drew to tell him what I am thinking and feeling and he will hear me. Even if my initial delivery is done poorly, I trust that we will get to the true crux of the matter quickly and, generally, without much drama.
22) Chilean Miners Rescue- I know this was all over the news, but I must say that I was captivated and loved watching as each and every miner was pulled out of the tube that brought them out of the mine. There is something so joyous and almost intoxicating about the entire story- from the initial uncertainty to the first rescue date projections to the actual rescue. Liberation.... freedom. That is really what they were being given, isn't it? Another chance after many had counted them as lost. Something so many of us take for granted and yet something so many of us depend upon so deeply- not only as Americans but also as Christians.
Thursday, October 14th
23) Drew and My Same Parenting Style- From all that I have heard, differing opinions between spouses concerning how to raise or parent a child can be a HUGE issue shortly after the birth of your first child, and for some, it can last a long time if the issue is not resolved. I am so very thankful that Drew and I have, thus far, really seemed to agree with how we wish to raise our daughter, both when it comes to values and morals as well as when it comes to discipline. Although this is a topic you can discuss in premarital counseling or when you are engaged or just married, you never truly know if you will both still feel that way once you actually have a little life as your responsibility.
24) Watching the sunset over the Gulf of Mexico- For dinner tonight, we went to a fresh seafood restaurant situated on the Gulf of Mexico. Yum! It was a lovely evening with our family that was made all the more lovely by the beautiful sunset over the water. Isn't it amazing how something so powerful, strong and blinding can slip so quickly, quietly and softly behind the horizon?
Friday, October 15th
25) Our daughter's strong will- Perhaps this will surprise some to read or perhaps you are thinking I will come to change my mind about this in the upcoming months as she becomes a "Terrible Two." However, I have thought about this for a while and although I know it may be a challenge now, I hope and pray that in the end, her strong will serves her well as she grows into a young woman. I believe a strong will can be guided into determination and perseverance and if Drew and I are able and faithful, we hope to help teach our daughter how to temper her will through prayer and how to mold it to the will of our Lord's. A strong will in the hand of our Lord's would be a mighty and awesome tool and would serve both Him and her well. So though it may be a challenge for us now, it would be well worth the time, effort and trouble in the end. That is our prayer.
26) Opportunity to surprise Drew's brother at college- Since moving away from home nearly ten years ago, I have often felt as though I have missed out on several of the smaller events in the lives of my younger siblings. I have made it for all of the big events (graduations, etc.) but haven't had the chance to do all of the things I would love to have done with them had we lived closer together. Drew has not had many such opportunities with his younger brother either, so when we had the opportunity to surprise his brother and pick him up at his campus dorm for the weekend, I was excited. His brother would have come home for the weekend either way, but I am glad we were able to drive over to pick him up, see where he is going to school and spend just a little extra time with him.
Saturday, October 16th
27) Overlooked blunders- Some stories just need not be rehashed and the one tied to this blessing is one such story. Let's just say, I made an "uh oh" last night. (Can you tell I spend most of my time with a toddler these days?) Initially I was blind to my folly and just plowed ahead. It didn't take me long though and I realized what I had done and then I felt horrible. Those around me, though, had for the most part covered over my blunder and in short time, it was as though it had not happened. While some could have held it against me, I could quickly tell all was forgotten and forgiven. I am so grateful!
28) Knowing we will see each other again soon, Lord willing- We are packing our bags to head back for New Mexico. This trip has gone so quickly. The one thought that always makes the goodbyes easier for me is knowing when we plan to see each other again and knowing it isn't too far into the future. I am so thankful that is the case this time.
Sunday, October 17th
29) Extra hands at road stops- During our daughter's first year of life, we traveled nearly 13,000 miles on the road, and a good portion of those miles were done by just the two of us. I am not certain if you have ever had to make a long distance road trip with an infant before but it's quite a juggling act. I had never really thought about it until the first time I was in the situation, and then there I was. I was in the restroom with a purse, a diaper bag, a fussy infant with a messy diaper, a full bladder, jeans cinched with a belt, and only two hands. It was quite a dilemma. Not only do extra hands help resolve the whole restroom dilemma, but they also make mealtime and every other road stop situation go smoother and quicker. To everyone who has ever traveled with me and our daughter, thank you for your helping hands. I really appreciated them.
30) Your own bed- As much as I have loved spending time with all of our friends in College Station and our family in Corpus Christi, there is still something about being at home sleeping in your own bed. Even if you fall asleep before your head hits your pillow, you will sleep more soundly because it is your own. I enjoyed every moment we have visiting with our friends and family in Texas these past ten days and pray they all know how precious they are to us and, now, I do believe my own bed is calling to me. Good night!
Wednesday, October 13th
21) Communication between Drew and I- I have always felt that Drew and I have benefited from the long distance relationship we had during the early stages of our dating relationship. Especially due to the nature of the Corps of Cadets, our communication skills were greatly honed. That year of long distance, which relied so heavily on communication and clarification, has become a wonderful foundation for us to this day as we deal with different issues that arise in our relationship. Whether personal or interpersonal, I have such great trust in the fact that I can go to Drew to tell him what I am thinking and feeling and he will hear me. Even if my initial delivery is done poorly, I trust that we will get to the true crux of the matter quickly and, generally, without much drama.
22) Chilean Miners Rescue- I know this was all over the news, but I must say that I was captivated and loved watching as each and every miner was pulled out of the tube that brought them out of the mine. There is something so joyous and almost intoxicating about the entire story- from the initial uncertainty to the first rescue date projections to the actual rescue. Liberation.... freedom. That is really what they were being given, isn't it? Another chance after many had counted them as lost. Something so many of us take for granted and yet something so many of us depend upon so deeply- not only as Americans but also as Christians.
Thursday, October 14th
23) Drew and My Same Parenting Style- From all that I have heard, differing opinions between spouses concerning how to raise or parent a child can be a HUGE issue shortly after the birth of your first child, and for some, it can last a long time if the issue is not resolved. I am so very thankful that Drew and I have, thus far, really seemed to agree with how we wish to raise our daughter, both when it comes to values and morals as well as when it comes to discipline. Although this is a topic you can discuss in premarital counseling or when you are engaged or just married, you never truly know if you will both still feel that way once you actually have a little life as your responsibility.
24) Watching the sunset over the Gulf of Mexico- For dinner tonight, we went to a fresh seafood restaurant situated on the Gulf of Mexico. Yum! It was a lovely evening with our family that was made all the more lovely by the beautiful sunset over the water. Isn't it amazing how something so powerful, strong and blinding can slip so quickly, quietly and softly behind the horizon?
Friday, October 15th
25) Our daughter's strong will- Perhaps this will surprise some to read or perhaps you are thinking I will come to change my mind about this in the upcoming months as she becomes a "Terrible Two." However, I have thought about this for a while and although I know it may be a challenge now, I hope and pray that in the end, her strong will serves her well as she grows into a young woman. I believe a strong will can be guided into determination and perseverance and if Drew and I are able and faithful, we hope to help teach our daughter how to temper her will through prayer and how to mold it to the will of our Lord's. A strong will in the hand of our Lord's would be a mighty and awesome tool and would serve both Him and her well. So though it may be a challenge for us now, it would be well worth the time, effort and trouble in the end. That is our prayer.
26) Opportunity to surprise Drew's brother at college- Since moving away from home nearly ten years ago, I have often felt as though I have missed out on several of the smaller events in the lives of my younger siblings. I have made it for all of the big events (graduations, etc.) but haven't had the chance to do all of the things I would love to have done with them had we lived closer together. Drew has not had many such opportunities with his younger brother either, so when we had the opportunity to surprise his brother and pick him up at his campus dorm for the weekend, I was excited. His brother would have come home for the weekend either way, but I am glad we were able to drive over to pick him up, see where he is going to school and spend just a little extra time with him.
Saturday, October 16th
27) Overlooked blunders- Some stories just need not be rehashed and the one tied to this blessing is one such story. Let's just say, I made an "uh oh" last night. (Can you tell I spend most of my time with a toddler these days?) Initially I was blind to my folly and just plowed ahead. It didn't take me long though and I realized what I had done and then I felt horrible. Those around me, though, had for the most part covered over my blunder and in short time, it was as though it had not happened. While some could have held it against me, I could quickly tell all was forgotten and forgiven. I am so grateful!
28) Knowing we will see each other again soon, Lord willing- We are packing our bags to head back for New Mexico. This trip has gone so quickly. The one thought that always makes the goodbyes easier for me is knowing when we plan to see each other again and knowing it isn't too far into the future. I am so thankful that is the case this time.
Sunday, October 17th
29) Extra hands at road stops- During our daughter's first year of life, we traveled nearly 13,000 miles on the road, and a good portion of those miles were done by just the two of us. I am not certain if you have ever had to make a long distance road trip with an infant before but it's quite a juggling act. I had never really thought about it until the first time I was in the situation, and then there I was. I was in the restroom with a purse, a diaper bag, a fussy infant with a messy diaper, a full bladder, jeans cinched with a belt, and only two hands. It was quite a dilemma. Not only do extra hands help resolve the whole restroom dilemma, but they also make mealtime and every other road stop situation go smoother and quicker. To everyone who has ever traveled with me and our daughter, thank you for your helping hands. I really appreciated them.
30) Your own bed- As much as I have loved spending time with all of our friends in College Station and our family in Corpus Christi, there is still something about being at home sleeping in your own bed. Even if you fall asleep before your head hits your pillow, you will sleep more soundly because it is your own. I enjoyed every moment we have visiting with our friends and family in Texas these past ten days and pray they all know how precious they are to us and, now, I do believe my own bed is calling to me. Good night!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Blessings Along the Way Part II- Seventeen through Twenty
"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." I Thessalonians 4: 16-18
Monday, October 11th
17) Unexpected Federal Holidays- Sunday afternoon we drove from College Station down to Corpus Christi so we could spend the week with Drew's Dad and family. We knew when we planned the trip that his Dad and Stepmom would have to work and his brother would have school, but we still wanted to come as it had been so long since we had last seen them. Neither of us remembered that the 11th was Columbus Day and as such was a Federal holiday. Drew's Dad had Monday off, therefore, but it was something we did not realize until we were in Corpus. What a wonderful and exciting surprise!
18) Considerate Supervisors- Another concern I had considered was how much we might actually see Drew's Stepmom, since her typical work schedule can keep her quite busy most days of the regular work week. So when she came home earlier than expected on Monday and informed us that her supervisor for her evening position had heard we were in town and told her to stay home for the week, I was excited once again. She still taught during the day, but each evening we all had some time together. I know it had a lasting impression. Before the week was out, our daughter knew her "Oma" and "Opa" and upon our return home, she was searching for them at the breakfast table. While I'm sad that couldn't be there with us anymore, I am grateful that she was able to have that kind of time with each of them.
Tuesday, October 12th
19) Ability to visit- I am definitely a person who loves any and every moment I can spend with my family and friends and with miles separating us from so many of them these days, I am so very grateful that we have the ability- both physically and financially- to make these kind of road trips to visit our friends and family. Besides just enjoying the time with these dear and wonderful individuals, I am so thankful that our daughter has the opportunity to slowly get to know them as well. Time with loved ones is a precious commodity and I pray that I never take it lightly.
20) Summer of low humidity- Ha! This may seem ironic after listing humidity as a blessing just a few entries back, but while I recognize there are blessings inherent within humidity, I am still not a fan of an 80+ degree day with high humidity. That kind of weather and I just don't get along. And as much as I hate to admit it, it brings out the worst in me. We took our daughter to a park along the Gulf Coast this afternoon while Drew's parents were still at work. I have to admit that I had forgotten about Texas coastal weather in the glory of the Albuquerque fall. *sigh* And in the hour or so that we were outside while our daughter eagerly explored the playground, I thought back to this past summer and realized, yes, it had been hot, but not at all oppressive. Right then and there, my appreciation for this past summer rose exceedingly high- even those afternoons sitting in our house when it was well above 80 degrees inside since we do not have an air conditioner but a swamp cooler.
Monday, October 11th
17) Unexpected Federal Holidays- Sunday afternoon we drove from College Station down to Corpus Christi so we could spend the week with Drew's Dad and family. We knew when we planned the trip that his Dad and Stepmom would have to work and his brother would have school, but we still wanted to come as it had been so long since we had last seen them. Neither of us remembered that the 11th was Columbus Day and as such was a Federal holiday. Drew's Dad had Monday off, therefore, but it was something we did not realize until we were in Corpus. What a wonderful and exciting surprise!
18) Considerate Supervisors- Another concern I had considered was how much we might actually see Drew's Stepmom, since her typical work schedule can keep her quite busy most days of the regular work week. So when she came home earlier than expected on Monday and informed us that her supervisor for her evening position had heard we were in town and told her to stay home for the week, I was excited once again. She still taught during the day, but each evening we all had some time together. I know it had a lasting impression. Before the week was out, our daughter knew her "Oma" and "Opa" and upon our return home, she was searching for them at the breakfast table. While I'm sad that couldn't be there with us anymore, I am grateful that she was able to have that kind of time with each of them.
Tuesday, October 12th
19) Ability to visit- I am definitely a person who loves any and every moment I can spend with my family and friends and with miles separating us from so many of them these days, I am so very grateful that we have the ability- both physically and financially- to make these kind of road trips to visit our friends and family. Besides just enjoying the time with these dear and wonderful individuals, I am so thankful that our daughter has the opportunity to slowly get to know them as well. Time with loved ones is a precious commodity and I pray that I never take it lightly.
20) Summer of low humidity- Ha! This may seem ironic after listing humidity as a blessing just a few entries back, but while I recognize there are blessings inherent within humidity, I am still not a fan of an 80+ degree day with high humidity. That kind of weather and I just don't get along. And as much as I hate to admit it, it brings out the worst in me. We took our daughter to a park along the Gulf Coast this afternoon while Drew's parents were still at work. I have to admit that I had forgotten about Texas coastal weather in the glory of the Albuquerque fall. *sigh* And in the hour or so that we were outside while our daughter eagerly explored the playground, I thought back to this past summer and realized, yes, it had been hot, but not at all oppressive. Right then and there, my appreciation for this past summer rose exceedingly high- even those afternoons sitting in our house when it was well above 80 degrees inside since we do not have an air conditioner but a swamp cooler.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Blessings Along the Way Part I- Nine through Sixteen
"Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope: Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him." The LORD is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the LORD." Lamentations 3: 21-26
It has been some time since I have actually posted as our family took a ten day road trip over to Texas to visit some family and friends. While I was on the road, I had very limited access to the internet, and as I did not want to spend what time I did have with our loved ones tied to a computer, I decided to keep a running list of my days' blessings. So now I am going back to flesh out my thoughts for each day from that trip. I am so glad that we were able to make the trip. As you may find out, many of the blessings I mention are things I would not have discovered within the confines of my own four walls.
Thursday, October 7th
9) Fall weather- I do believe Fall is my favorite season. I used to think it was Spring, and even now I would say they are pretty close, but I love the briskness in the air in Fall and I love as the trees change colors. Today we had beautiful fall weather and as I drove through town, I had the windows rolled down and just reveled in the beautiful weather, the cool breeze and warm sunlight mixing on my face. Lovely- absolutely lovely.
Friday, October 8th
10) Drew's early school mornings- Over the past week or so, I have needed to get up extremely early (for me) for different events. We were up quite early in our first attempt to attend the Balloon Fiesta and again on the morning when we actually were able to go. This morning, we were up early once again so we could load up the car and head east towards College Station, Texas to visit with friends and our church family from the years we lived there. While I can nap a little to help make up for some of those early mornings, I am not the greatest napper- nothing like my husband- and so with each of these early mornings, I have felt the effects on my body more and more. By this morning, I was feeling physically terrible, and yet all I could think was that my husband got up at this same, incredibly early hour so he could attend a study hall and then a military training school for a period of eight months. He has never been a morning person but I really don't think I can ever remember him complaining. In fact, I am certain he was happy when the school switched to this earlier school schedule as he knew it meant he would be able to spend more time at home with our daughter and me. People say that your body does acclimate itself to such a schedule with time, but still, I know that schedule went against any internal clock my husband has. I am so grateful he was willing to do that for us- so I could stay home to take care of our daughter and so we could have more time together as a family.
11) Driving Companions- So the road trip from Albuquerque to College Station is not necessarily short, especially when you drive it all in one day. I have done my fair share of road trips, both as a child and since acquiring my driver's license and I am so grateful for company. Drew's preferred activity, if he's not driving, would be to sleep, so I was especially grateful when he kept me company even though I knew he would love to just curl up and sleep away the miles.
12) Humidity- After living in locations with extremely high levels of humidity, I didn't think I would ever come to appreciate it in any way. It always seemed so oppressive in the summers and even made the evenings less enjoyable than I would desire. However, now that we live in a location that is very dry, I can see some of the advantages to humidity and they made themselves fairly evident shortly after returning to an area with higher humidity. I'll mention two here. First- my nose appreciates the humidity. Since moving to Albuquerque, my nose has felt extremely dry and rough, sometimes to the point of pain. I am certain it is from a lack of moisture. Shortly after returning to a more coastal climate, I forgot all about my nose- something I hadn't done in months. I can only attribute it to the additional humidity. Nothing else was that different. And secondly- my skin loves the humidity. I doubt much explanation is needed here. Much like my nose, the drier the air, the unhappier my skin and vice versa. While these issues are by no means deal breakers when it comes to my opinion concerning life in Albuquerque, they do give me a greater appreciation for humidity.
Saturday, October 9th
13) Our daughter's traveling abilities- Our daughter has become quite adept at traveling in the car, for which I am quite thankful. After this latest trip, she has traveled nearly 15,500 miles in road trips in her less than 16 months of life. What is even more amazing to me is that during a 15-16 hour day on the road, she will only nap for 45 minutes total. This from a child who normally functions on no less than 2.5 hours of naptime! We may have some moments of fussiness but honestly, I think she handles the trips better than her parents. Even more than that, she arrives at our destination with a cheery disposition and is still obedient and loving. Blessing upon blessing!
14) Good Christian friends, whether near or far- Since moving from College Station, I have returned to visit twice and twice I have been reminded of one thing- blessed, blessed, blessed. When I moved to College Station, my primary goal was to see if there was anything real and substantial between a particular boy I had met at a summer camp and myself. I knew there was a chance it could turn into something serious, something long-term, but I really had no sense that I would be settling down or living there for nearly four years. After working at the job in Contracts and Grants for probably a year or more, a gentleman, who had become my friend, informed me that he was waiting for the day when I called College Station or Texas home. He desired that for me and had seen in the preceeding time that I wasn't really settling down. I was just passing through- biding my time, you might say. That mindset affected how I interacted with people as well. Friendships could only be a painful trouble if I was passing through, but God had other plans, better plans. Now when I think of College Station, I call it home. It may not be my only home, but it will always be a home for me and that is largely due to the wonderful Christian friends we have there. No matter what kind of distance may separate us now, I know they are there for us, to pray or otherwise- if possible- and all we have to do is ask. We love you all!
It has been some time since I have actually posted as our family took a ten day road trip over to Texas to visit some family and friends. While I was on the road, I had very limited access to the internet, and as I did not want to spend what time I did have with our loved ones tied to a computer, I decided to keep a running list of my days' blessings. So now I am going back to flesh out my thoughts for each day from that trip. I am so glad that we were able to make the trip. As you may find out, many of the blessings I mention are things I would not have discovered within the confines of my own four walls.
Thursday, October 7th
9) Fall weather- I do believe Fall is my favorite season. I used to think it was Spring, and even now I would say they are pretty close, but I love the briskness in the air in Fall and I love as the trees change colors. Today we had beautiful fall weather and as I drove through town, I had the windows rolled down and just reveled in the beautiful weather, the cool breeze and warm sunlight mixing on my face. Lovely- absolutely lovely.
Friday, October 8th
10) Drew's early school mornings- Over the past week or so, I have needed to get up extremely early (for me) for different events. We were up quite early in our first attempt to attend the Balloon Fiesta and again on the morning when we actually were able to go. This morning, we were up early once again so we could load up the car and head east towards College Station, Texas to visit with friends and our church family from the years we lived there. While I can nap a little to help make up for some of those early mornings, I am not the greatest napper- nothing like my husband- and so with each of these early mornings, I have felt the effects on my body more and more. By this morning, I was feeling physically terrible, and yet all I could think was that my husband got up at this same, incredibly early hour so he could attend a study hall and then a military training school for a period of eight months. He has never been a morning person but I really don't think I can ever remember him complaining. In fact, I am certain he was happy when the school switched to this earlier school schedule as he knew it meant he would be able to spend more time at home with our daughter and me. People say that your body does acclimate itself to such a schedule with time, but still, I know that schedule went against any internal clock my husband has. I am so grateful he was willing to do that for us- so I could stay home to take care of our daughter and so we could have more time together as a family.
11) Driving Companions- So the road trip from Albuquerque to College Station is not necessarily short, especially when you drive it all in one day. I have done my fair share of road trips, both as a child and since acquiring my driver's license and I am so grateful for company. Drew's preferred activity, if he's not driving, would be to sleep, so I was especially grateful when he kept me company even though I knew he would love to just curl up and sleep away the miles.
12) Humidity- After living in locations with extremely high levels of humidity, I didn't think I would ever come to appreciate it in any way. It always seemed so oppressive in the summers and even made the evenings less enjoyable than I would desire. However, now that we live in a location that is very dry, I can see some of the advantages to humidity and they made themselves fairly evident shortly after returning to an area with higher humidity. I'll mention two here. First- my nose appreciates the humidity. Since moving to Albuquerque, my nose has felt extremely dry and rough, sometimes to the point of pain. I am certain it is from a lack of moisture. Shortly after returning to a more coastal climate, I forgot all about my nose- something I hadn't done in months. I can only attribute it to the additional humidity. Nothing else was that different. And secondly- my skin loves the humidity. I doubt much explanation is needed here. Much like my nose, the drier the air, the unhappier my skin and vice versa. While these issues are by no means deal breakers when it comes to my opinion concerning life in Albuquerque, they do give me a greater appreciation for humidity.
Saturday, October 9th
13) Our daughter's traveling abilities- Our daughter has become quite adept at traveling in the car, for which I am quite thankful. After this latest trip, she has traveled nearly 15,500 miles in road trips in her less than 16 months of life. What is even more amazing to me is that during a 15-16 hour day on the road, she will only nap for 45 minutes total. This from a child who normally functions on no less than 2.5 hours of naptime! We may have some moments of fussiness but honestly, I think she handles the trips better than her parents. Even more than that, she arrives at our destination with a cheery disposition and is still obedient and loving. Blessing upon blessing!
14) Good Christian friends, whether near or far- Since moving from College Station, I have returned to visit twice and twice I have been reminded of one thing- blessed, blessed, blessed. When I moved to College Station, my primary goal was to see if there was anything real and substantial between a particular boy I had met at a summer camp and myself. I knew there was a chance it could turn into something serious, something long-term, but I really had no sense that I would be settling down or living there for nearly four years. After working at the job in Contracts and Grants for probably a year or more, a gentleman, who had become my friend, informed me that he was waiting for the day when I called College Station or Texas home. He desired that for me and had seen in the preceeding time that I wasn't really settling down. I was just passing through- biding my time, you might say. That mindset affected how I interacted with people as well. Friendships could only be a painful trouble if I was passing through, but God had other plans, better plans. Now when I think of College Station, I call it home. It may not be my only home, but it will always be a home for me and that is largely due to the wonderful Christian friends we have there. No matter what kind of distance may separate us now, I know they are there for us, to pray or otherwise- if possible- and all we have to do is ask. We love you all!
"And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them.
And friends will not say never
'Cause the welcome will not end.
Though it hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends."
(Friends by Michael W Smith)
Sunday, October 10th
15) Freedom to worship- It's a blessing, pure and simple- something so many Christians in this world do not have, yet we so often take it for granted.
16) Closed doors (that often lead you to the right door)- Have you ever felt like your regular plans just weren't working out or maybe things just didn't seem to be fitting together right? That's kind of how a few things were as I was working on some of the details for our time in College Station. Finally things came together and in a conversation Sunday morning I saw God's hand in the entire situation. God placed us exactly where He knew we needed to be. It was the best thing for our family and for the others involved, so although I may not have understood the "why" before, it was beautiful to watch His plan unfold before my eyes.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths."
Proverbs 3:5-6
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Varied Beauty: Seven and Eight
"This is the day the LORD has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118: 24
So it is only 10:30 in the morning but my family and I have already been up for over six hours and had an extraordinary day. Today was Take Two for the Balloon Fiesta, and to help ensure we did not have a repeat of Saturday, we did two things differently. (1) We did not go with the shuttle service, and (2) we left an hour earlier, meaning Drew and I were up by 4:15 this morning and we were out of the house by 5 am. I won't bore you with all of the details, but I will say there was a brief scare that the morning's Fiesta events may not take place. The initial Dawn Patrol was canceled due to higher altitude sheer winds which meant that the mass ascension may or may not take place as it may not be safe for the balloonists. All we could do was hope for safer weather and, of course, only wish for safety for all the balloonists. Not more than ten to fifteen minutes later though, the first balloon began to fill with air. The fun began. As the morning continued, I could not help but be filled with a wonder at the beauty of these flying machines. They can be made in so many shapes and forms and comes in all colors, and the grace with which they lift off the ground and rise into the air is nearly indescribable. It was a beautiful morning, both because of the grace and beauty of the hot air balloons and because of the beauty of the natural setting surrounding us (the Sandia Mountains were in the background).
7) When God created this world, I cannot think of any reason why He had to make it beautiful. It was not necessary. He could have made it solely functional, but in doing so, we may not know literature, theater, art, music, the beauty of nature, vibrant colors, hot air balloons, etc. Maybe I am wrong. Perhaps beauty is an intricate and necessary part of creation and without it life fails. Either way, from what I saw this morning, it is a true blessing. There is so much that is beautiful- that primarily adds to and enriches our lives. And with that beauty, our very soul seems to soar, like the very hot air balloons I watched this morning.
8) The other aspect I marveled at this morning was the sheer variety of the balloons. Although we saw hundreds of balloons, nearly every one was different in some way or another, and the same is true for us. We could say this for so many things which God created for us. He didn't have to make it this way. He could have created a single food source for humans which met all of our nutritional needs and we could eat that for every meal. Wouldn't that be interesting? We would probably end up like Isreal did with their manna- complaining. Instead, we have such variety that most of the time I can barely decide what to eat and if we choose to go out to eat, I have a terrible time deciding where to eat. I love variety, andI love seeing it in things around me- such as the hot air balloons- as much as I love it in my diet. Just another way God has blessed me when He most definitely didn't have to do so.
So it is only 10:30 in the morning but my family and I have already been up for over six hours and had an extraordinary day. Today was Take Two for the Balloon Fiesta, and to help ensure we did not have a repeat of Saturday, we did two things differently. (1) We did not go with the shuttle service, and (2) we left an hour earlier, meaning Drew and I were up by 4:15 this morning and we were out of the house by 5 am. I won't bore you with all of the details, but I will say there was a brief scare that the morning's Fiesta events may not take place. The initial Dawn Patrol was canceled due to higher altitude sheer winds which meant that the mass ascension may or may not take place as it may not be safe for the balloonists. All we could do was hope for safer weather and, of course, only wish for safety for all the balloonists. Not more than ten to fifteen minutes later though, the first balloon began to fill with air. The fun began. As the morning continued, I could not help but be filled with a wonder at the beauty of these flying machines. They can be made in so many shapes and forms and comes in all colors, and the grace with which they lift off the ground and rise into the air is nearly indescribable. It was a beautiful morning, both because of the grace and beauty of the hot air balloons and because of the beauty of the natural setting surrounding us (the Sandia Mountains were in the background).
7) When God created this world, I cannot think of any reason why He had to make it beautiful. It was not necessary. He could have made it solely functional, but in doing so, we may not know literature, theater, art, music, the beauty of nature, vibrant colors, hot air balloons, etc. Maybe I am wrong. Perhaps beauty is an intricate and necessary part of creation and without it life fails. Either way, from what I saw this morning, it is a true blessing. There is so much that is beautiful- that primarily adds to and enriches our lives. And with that beauty, our very soul seems to soar, like the very hot air balloons I watched this morning.
8) The other aspect I marveled at this morning was the sheer variety of the balloons. Although we saw hundreds of balloons, nearly every one was different in some way or another, and the same is true for us. We could say this for so many things which God created for us. He didn't have to make it this way. He could have created a single food source for humans which met all of our nutritional needs and we could eat that for every meal. Wouldn't that be interesting? We would probably end up like Isreal did with their manna- complaining. Instead, we have such variety that most of the time I can barely decide what to eat and if we choose to go out to eat, I have a terrible time deciding where to eat. I love variety, andI love seeing it in things around me- such as the hot air balloons- as much as I love it in my diet. Just another way God has blessed me when He most definitely didn't have to do so.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Five and Six
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you." Philippians 4: 4-9
5) Our Family in Christ - Over the past few years this has been a recurring blessing for Drew and I as often our church family has helped fill in the huge gap that exists due to the fact that we live so far away from all of our own family. We felt that way in College Station and again in Niceville. We hope and pray it will be that way here in Albuquerque as we continue to get to know the members of the church family here better. I have truly come to believe that God gave us a church family so that even if our earthly, biological families are taken from us or cannot be near us, we need never be without family. I'm so grateful for God's concern for our sense of community and family.
Today, I came to appreciate our family in Christ even deeper though. It was during my small group at MOPS (Mothers of PreSchoolers). We were having prayer time and I had mentioned a very sensitive, deeply personal prayer request. You could tell each lady understood where the request was coming from and I was so moved by the prayers that were lifted up. These women have only known me for two weeks and do not even know the person they prayed for, but because we are sisters in Christ the bonds were already there.
6) Doing the dishes. Now this may absolutely shock my mom and probably my older sister as well, but as I did the dishes tonight (something I absolutely detested as a child and honestly still drag my feet to do these days) I realized how blessed we are. We have such a well stocked kitchen. We have plenty of dishes to keep clean and an abundance of food to dirty those dishes with. So really washing dishes is just a sign of many blessings. I may never enjoy the activity itself, but I hope I always remember the blessings and maybe, therefore, drag my feet a little less.
5) Our Family in Christ - Over the past few years this has been a recurring blessing for Drew and I as often our church family has helped fill in the huge gap that exists due to the fact that we live so far away from all of our own family. We felt that way in College Station and again in Niceville. We hope and pray it will be that way here in Albuquerque as we continue to get to know the members of the church family here better. I have truly come to believe that God gave us a church family so that even if our earthly, biological families are taken from us or cannot be near us, we need never be without family. I'm so grateful for God's concern for our sense of community and family.
Today, I came to appreciate our family in Christ even deeper though. It was during my small group at MOPS (Mothers of PreSchoolers). We were having prayer time and I had mentioned a very sensitive, deeply personal prayer request. You could tell each lady understood where the request was coming from and I was so moved by the prayers that were lifted up. These women have only known me for two weeks and do not even know the person they prayed for, but because we are sisters in Christ the bonds were already there.
6) Doing the dishes. Now this may absolutely shock my mom and probably my older sister as well, but as I did the dishes tonight (something I absolutely detested as a child and honestly still drag my feet to do these days) I realized how blessed we are. We have such a well stocked kitchen. We have plenty of dishes to keep clean and an abundance of food to dirty those dishes with. So really washing dishes is just a sign of many blessings. I may never enjoy the activity itself, but I hope I always remember the blessings and maybe, therefore, drag my feet a little less.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Two, Three, Four
"Oh give thanks to the LORD, call upon His name; Make known His deeds among the peoples. Sing to Him, sing praises to Him; Speak of all His wonders. Glory in His holy name; Let the heart of those who seek the LORD be glad. Seek the LORD and His strength; Seek His face continually. Remember His wonderful deeds which HE has done, His marvels and the judgments from His mouth." 1 Chronicles 16: 8-12 (New American Standard)
I don't always expect that I will jot down my thoughts; most times I may just list the blessings for the day because after all, that is the purpose of this whole journal. It's not to focus on me, but on what God is doing in and around me. I pray that through my observation I can be encouraged and hopefully might be able to encourage others along the way. So here we go.
2) Grace. It's hard to start any list of blessing without recognizing one of the greatest gifts. I do not feel I have the words to explain all I feel in regards to God's grace so I will leave that for another time. For now all I will say is this: my debt is great- far greater than anything I will ever know or be able to repay.
3) Technology, specifically in regards to communication. Although I may be quite technologically inept at times- just ask my husband- I am so thankful for the telephone, skype, email, facebook and other ways I have been able to stay in closer contact with my family and friends since we have moved away from all those who are so dear to us. These advancements in communication have made the thought of future military moves much easier to handle.
4) My uncle, aunt and cousins, who also live in Albuquerque. When I agreed to marry a man going into the military, I assumed that meant choosing a life living apart from all our family as it meant giving the choice of where we lived to the government. Yet, amazingly enough, this Army family was stationed at an Air Force base, and not only that, but we were stationed at the Air Force Base in the city where my uncle, aunt and cousins live. I do not consider this a coincidence. I serve an awesome, loving, compassionate, caring Father in Heaven and He knows my every need and desire.
I don't always expect that I will jot down my thoughts; most times I may just list the blessings for the day because after all, that is the purpose of this whole journal. It's not to focus on me, but on what God is doing in and around me. I pray that through my observation I can be encouraged and hopefully might be able to encourage others along the way. So here we go.
2) Grace. It's hard to start any list of blessing without recognizing one of the greatest gifts. I do not feel I have the words to explain all I feel in regards to God's grace so I will leave that for another time. For now all I will say is this: my debt is great- far greater than anything I will ever know or be able to repay.
3) Technology, specifically in regards to communication. Although I may be quite technologically inept at times- just ask my husband- I am so thankful for the telephone, skype, email, facebook and other ways I have been able to stay in closer contact with my family and friends since we have moved away from all those who are so dear to us. These advancements in communication have made the thought of future military moves much easier to handle.
4) My uncle, aunt and cousins, who also live in Albuquerque. When I agreed to marry a man going into the military, I assumed that meant choosing a life living apart from all our family as it meant giving the choice of where we lived to the government. Yet, amazingly enough, this Army family was stationed at an Air Force base, and not only that, but we were stationed at the Air Force Base in the city where my uncle, aunt and cousins live. I do not consider this a coincidence. I serve an awesome, loving, compassionate, caring Father in Heaven and He knows my every need and desire.
Counting My Blessings: One
"I waited patiently for the Lord; And HE inclined to me and heard my cry. He brought me up out of the miry clay, and HE set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm. HE put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; ...
Many, O Lord my God, are the wonders which You have done, and Your thoughts toward us; There is none to compare with You. If I would declare and speak of them, They would be too numerous to count." Psalms 40:1-3,5 (New American Standard)
Perhaps the wonders and blessings of our Lord are far too numerous to count completely but as I sit here today and think back over the past few weeks and then back over this weekend, I would suggest it is better to count what we can, proclaim them to the mountains for all to hear, than to worry that we might miss a few (and as is more than likely, a few hundred or even a few thousand). Maybe you already knew this and I am just coming to the party late and if so, that's fine too. It won't be the first time I've had to admit that I'm a bit of a perfectionist and hate to start something if I can't finish it perfectly, so I'm certain it doesn't come as a surprise to see me struggle to admit I have hesitated to want to make a list of my blessings for a fear I would miss a few.
So what brings me to that point now?
It has been a small thing here, a small thing there and perhaps something a little bit bigger thrown in as well. But over the past few months I have really begun to feel burdened by the little (and sometimes, not so little) troubles of my every day life. I know deep down they shouldn't be a problem and when I look around, I can see and realize there are so many bigger problems out there, but I cannot seem to stop the flow of emotions that I feel- the frustration, loneliness and worry. Sad, isn't it? Because I don't remember God saying anything about the Spirit-filled life being
any of those, which means I can only come to one conclusion- I haven't been doing a very good job lately. So in the end, I have allowed myself to be weighed down by the little troubles of life. By themselves no one of the troubles would probably have been too daunting, but together, they have done the trick. I have seen the effects in my thoughts, my attitude and my energy level. I knew something had to change, but wasn't quite certain where to start. And that brings me to this weekend...
Hot Air Balloons. It may seem odd but God reminded me through hot air balloons and my wonderful husband that I have much for which I should be thankful. We had some transportation difficulties that led to a change in plans yesterday morning, but in the end we watched the Balloon Fiesta's mass ascension from our roof top. It was still a beautiful sight and something I will remember, maybe even moreso because of the location. In fact, I would love to do it again as our daughter gets older, so she can remember it for herself. So out of what seemed a disappointing change of events, I had a chance to appreciate the optimism and make-the-best-of-it attitude of my wonderful husband and the chance to possibly start a new family tradition. Sounds like little blessings to me.
This morning really confirmed things for me though. Our daughter's nap time has shifted and now falls at the same time as the worship service at church which means we are having some difficulties getting her to sit quietly in service once again. She really wants to fight the sleep- especially today as something woke her up earlier than usual this morning and she didn't go back to sleep. Needless to say, she was incredibly tired and that made for a rough service. From there it just seemed to get harder. I had to step out of the service with her and before I went back in, I took a moment just outside the door to compose myself and decide whether to stand in the back, sit down, go to the cry room, etc. In that time, a couple came over and greeted us. I can't explain it, but that short conversation we had before going back into service was just what I needed to help encourage me as I work to teach our daughter how to sit quietly in a worship service. The couple probably has no idea the struggles I was having or the effect those moments had on me, but their kindness was deeply felt. It was a blessing, unlooked for and greatly appreciated.
On the drive home, I thought about that moment, how it had changed the whole dynamic of the morning for me and I realized, it had changed my whole attitude. Admitting to myself that I had been blessed by one act of kindness, as small as it may seem, had made such a change in my thinking that I did not want to go back. In fact, it is because I do not wish to go back that I am starting this blog. I may not be able to recognize every blessing God grants me, but I know that the more I do, the better. I am not saying that I expect my life will be easier or happier or have less problems if I recognize His divine hand in my life, but I know that those times in my life when I have lived acknowledging His power and presence were the times when I had the most peace, joy and contentment despite whatever circumstances may come my way. That's what I want.
Just like the song:
When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,
When you are discouraged thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord has done.
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will be singing as the days go by.
So, amid the conflict, whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged, God is over all,
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey's end.
Count your blessings, name them one by one;
Count your blessings, see what God has done;
Count your blessings, name them one by one;
Count your many blessings, see what God has done.
And just to get us started:
1) The way our darling daughter says "hi" whenever I walk into the room. (You have to hear how she says the word to really appreciate the beauty of that word.)
Many, O Lord my God, are the wonders which You have done, and Your thoughts toward us; There is none to compare with You. If I would declare and speak of them, They would be too numerous to count." Psalms 40:1-3,5 (New American Standard)
Perhaps the wonders and blessings of our Lord are far too numerous to count completely but as I sit here today and think back over the past few weeks and then back over this weekend, I would suggest it is better to count what we can, proclaim them to the mountains for all to hear, than to worry that we might miss a few (and as is more than likely, a few hundred or even a few thousand). Maybe you already knew this and I am just coming to the party late and if so, that's fine too. It won't be the first time I've had to admit that I'm a bit of a perfectionist and hate to start something if I can't finish it perfectly, so I'm certain it doesn't come as a surprise to see me struggle to admit I have hesitated to want to make a list of my blessings for a fear I would miss a few.
So what brings me to that point now?
It has been a small thing here, a small thing there and perhaps something a little bit bigger thrown in as well. But over the past few months I have really begun to feel burdened by the little (and sometimes, not so little) troubles of my every day life. I know deep down they shouldn't be a problem and when I look around, I can see and realize there are so many bigger problems out there, but I cannot seem to stop the flow of emotions that I feel- the frustration, loneliness and worry. Sad, isn't it? Because I don't remember God saying anything about the Spirit-filled life being
any of those, which means I can only come to one conclusion- I haven't been doing a very good job lately. So in the end, I have allowed myself to be weighed down by the little troubles of life. By themselves no one of the troubles would probably have been too daunting, but together, they have done the trick. I have seen the effects in my thoughts, my attitude and my energy level. I knew something had to change, but wasn't quite certain where to start. And that brings me to this weekend...
Hot Air Balloons. It may seem odd but God reminded me through hot air balloons and my wonderful husband that I have much for which I should be thankful. We had some transportation difficulties that led to a change in plans yesterday morning, but in the end we watched the Balloon Fiesta's mass ascension from our roof top. It was still a beautiful sight and something I will remember, maybe even moreso because of the location. In fact, I would love to do it again as our daughter gets older, so she can remember it for herself. So out of what seemed a disappointing change of events, I had a chance to appreciate the optimism and make-the-best-of-it attitude of my wonderful husband and the chance to possibly start a new family tradition. Sounds like little blessings to me.
This morning really confirmed things for me though. Our daughter's nap time has shifted and now falls at the same time as the worship service at church which means we are having some difficulties getting her to sit quietly in service once again. She really wants to fight the sleep- especially today as something woke her up earlier than usual this morning and she didn't go back to sleep. Needless to say, she was incredibly tired and that made for a rough service. From there it just seemed to get harder. I had to step out of the service with her and before I went back in, I took a moment just outside the door to compose myself and decide whether to stand in the back, sit down, go to the cry room, etc. In that time, a couple came over and greeted us. I can't explain it, but that short conversation we had before going back into service was just what I needed to help encourage me as I work to teach our daughter how to sit quietly in a worship service. The couple probably has no idea the struggles I was having or the effect those moments had on me, but their kindness was deeply felt. It was a blessing, unlooked for and greatly appreciated.
On the drive home, I thought about that moment, how it had changed the whole dynamic of the morning for me and I realized, it had changed my whole attitude. Admitting to myself that I had been blessed by one act of kindness, as small as it may seem, had made such a change in my thinking that I did not want to go back. In fact, it is because I do not wish to go back that I am starting this blog. I may not be able to recognize every blessing God grants me, but I know that the more I do, the better. I am not saying that I expect my life will be easier or happier or have less problems if I recognize His divine hand in my life, but I know that those times in my life when I have lived acknowledging His power and presence were the times when I had the most peace, joy and contentment despite whatever circumstances may come my way. That's what I want.
Just like the song:
When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,
When you are discouraged thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord has done.
Are you ever burdened with a load of care?
Does the cross seem heavy you are called to bear?
Count your many blessings, every doubt will fly,
And you will be singing as the days go by.
So, amid the conflict, whether great or small,
Do not be discouraged, God is over all,
Count your many blessings, angels will attend,
Help and comfort give you to your journey's end.
Count your blessings, name them one by one;
Count your blessings, see what God has done;
Count your blessings, name them one by one;
Count your many blessings, see what God has done.
And just to get us started:
1) The way our darling daughter says "hi" whenever I walk into the room. (You have to hear how she says the word to really appreciate the beauty of that word.)
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